Saturday, September 27, 2008 @12:49 AM
FEELINGS: Hmms. What is "Feelings"? no one will ever know how another person Feel? Yes, i'll be able to feel u physically by touching e hands. but there's another "Feelings" which no one will ever know. 'Heart'. Don tell me u know how i feel when u doesnt even go thru it. or rather u didnt even hear what i wanna say. and another "Feelings" which is 'Falling in Love' w e person u Like. somehow u got e "feelings" of that person. There're so many "Feelings". But to me, "Feelings" are just like Growing in e Dark. no one will ever know how u feel only when e light is off, e light of e Feelings is out. Be it, sadness, discouragement, disppointment etc, it'll be seen after e light is off. but i wanna to know one thing, i really wanna ask 'DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL?' Yes, who doesnt want increase? Yes, who doesnt want Breakthru? Yes, who doesnt want to be w their Loves one? Yes, who doesnt want to get attached? Yes, who doesnt want to have a JOYFUL life? But 'DO U KNOW?'. and all i know is, This Heart of mine has grow 'Cold, Hard, Breaks'. scold disciple angry nag or anything u want cos i gonna pretend nth has happen. im sorry for not being a good ones. im sorry for doing a lousy job. im sorry for e growth. im sorry that im not a Blessing to u. im sorry that i let u down. im sorry u gonna do everything by urself. im sorry.... *i just wanna walk away silently. no returns. a mixture of feelings. FYI: 'u' doesnt referring to one person only neither do e things i said doesnt referring to one thing only. PS: pls believe me again that im really alrights. and of cos im HAPPY! Yes, i am.