Hmms. alright. this seriously could be my last entires in blogspot le. so yea. today is last 2 days of sch and next week will be my EXAM le. so my revision got improvement. cos i revise Unit 1 and 2 and i sort of remember and understand what i've study. so yea, Praise e Lord! Thank You Jesus. But there're more to go. another 10 unit for BEO and 10 unit for POA. Daddy God, i need your Peace and ur wisdom. Oh Daddy God. Help me!! Hmms. But i'll try my best to revise and Shine for God. cos Im e head and NOT e tail! Daddy God! Thank You!

Hmms. anyway, i dono why i kinda like miss some ppl. i miss JiaHui, its has been a long time since i saw her le. wonder how is she. i really miss her. and another one is w220, i really really MISS them so badly. thou i saw em last week in church but some of em like Qiaoxin, Seowling, weizhen, hern and loads loads. i MISS them. i still feel werid and lost in w362. but nvm, its take time. i believe i'll grow even stronger in this 'new' CG de. But most imptly i MISS him e MOST. seriously. i wonder how is he. at times, he may let me down but i dono why i still Miss Him. can i go find him? i really wanna go and find him. Daddy God, my Last request when i left e world is to see him. But i know when im there to see him, i wont go to face him. but most of all, i miss him.

Hmms. but i gonna tell myself that i gonna be strong in every things that is in my life. my life is precious. cos My Daddy God have create me.! i MUST BE STONG. everything little thing WILL be alright! *Whenever im afraid, i'll trust in You! Daddy God. Hmms. Yea, i will cos Daddy God is with me, i shall not fear.! Hmms. alright alright, gonna stop where im now, gonna go le for test le. so yea. Buaii! anyway. Praise e Lord, i Get a JOB! starting work on 20 DEC! THANK YOU JESUS!

Hmms. Oh no! dono how many wks never online le. arg! i gonna burn my com le. how ar. really very jialat. haiis. gone case! very boring at home never online. i 1 day never online msn i gg to crazy le. =X budden arg! nvm. now using stanley de lappy at bdk lib. Thanks!

Hmms. anyway. sch is i dono how to say. cos sth happen. its make us really wanna CRY, but it not worth to drop any Tears cos of her. but all i can say is 'a 21 years old de but don look like 21 years old'. make us really really cannot make it. we almost go and jump down from e building, seriously. budden Thank God that he allow us not to have pic in our presentation and he understand. Thank God! and today SBM de presentation has finally finish le so yea, few more days and we're not gonna see her le.

so 1 more wks to exam! to BEO and POA exam! oh no! i start revision le mahs. Yea, soon, gonna start soon. next week den start cos later i forget ar. hmms. budden i scare i cannot make it. ExamExamExam! make me Stress! still rmb last time i always tell myself that i wan to go oversea to study. budden now i giving up cos ya lor. don think i can le. and i know everyone was like encourage me. thanks but i'll JIAYOU for my final exam le. I can do all things thru Christ! and those who're having exam, all e best! Lets JiaYou tgt! alright! =)

and e 1st wk of multiplication. i dono why suddenly i feel werid and lost. i really dono why. suddenly like.. den i dono who to turn to. and i heard from someone sth. budden everything gonna be alright, every little thing gonna be alright. God, You're here with me! Daddy God! Hmms. But really thank u some of u for e care and Loves toward me. Hmms. alright alright, think this is my last time blogging in blogger le. cos sch gonna end and my house de blogger also cant sign in. But nvm, stay tune to my wordpress. Hmms. alright bahs. till here me gonna go le. so everyone take Cares alright. =) don miss me when u din see me online cos my com was down. =( *Loves. <3

Hmms. Exam is reaching. and what am i doing? KIM! i told myself that after my bazar i really need to concenrate on my Exam le. Budden what happen, i cant study. whenever i study i was like tired, wanna sleep or i'll like watch tv 1st lor. den tell myself, nvm de. Budden arg! cannot la, Kim! Wake up! its really time to start revision and everything le. exam reaching soon. i know and i know i kept telling myself MUST STUDY budden i still like no mood to study lehs. when i study half way, den i was like look at my HelloKitty. cos i study at e bed mahs, i don wanna study at table cos don wan ar. anyone got a way to really let me study de? im afraid i cant make it. but thanks everyone for e encouragement. Yes, i'll be able to do it. cos God is with me. i Try alright. i'll TRY to study! cannot look at my HelloKitty when im revising le. cannot cannot.

But anyway. sch has been a dono how to say. Daddy God, i pray that u'll turn e stituation ard. i dono what is happening. don ask me why. and we really cannot take it so ya, we don wana bother le. and i hope now, she will know herself what kind of attitude she have. we're not e person that when u qurrael with ur BF or u not happy with anything, u use us to scold. we're not. i really hope that u'll know ur mistake and know ur attitude. even e cher also say, and if really wanna contiune liddat, we really have nth to say le. and plus, u're "21 yrs old" le. u should be more mature den us a "17 yrs old" de. and yea. 2 more week and sch end.

and till here i gonna contiune again. cos gg back home le. =)

Hmms. Sorry Guyz, im not MIA ar. i din online cos my com was really cannot make it le. my com was down at e time being. so wont be able to msn, hotmail, friendster for e time being. so Sorry, don tot i MIA ar. alright?

But anyway, This week is a new start le. cos last wk is e multiplication of W220 and W362. so this wk both of W362 and W459 will go to diff CGM le. so yea. Budden i dono why sud, i just feel lost. its like so sudden. i sud feel so lost, i even tot of not gg this week. budden arg, WHY? i just feel that im a 'lost sheep'. and i dono this wk CGM is how de. thou i've been 'multiply' out with those Loves one that is from W220. its quite alot ppl, so i'll be gg w362 but only have Terry, Edmund, Shirley, Abraham. so quite alot will be w362 de. so i might be abit strange. thou we've been combined cell since March but i sud just feel so LOST. but nvm ar, cos this wk. i'll still go for sure. and i look back. and i never MISS any svc or CGM before. not anyone. and yea, CGM and svc is my Habit le. if one day i never go i'll feel werid. so yea, u'll sure see me go CGM and svc for sure de.

AndAnd, alright alright, i also dono how le. i don wanna bother. God, teach me how! can i say i HATE her or rather WE HATE HER. please don give us e attitude. arg! God, teach me how to Love her just as You Love us. don wanna mention but i really really get off my hand le. DarLings, Lets don care about her anymore. Let her be what she wanna be. and we shall bear another few wks and we shall Grauduate le. Yea? Lets JiaYou, alright, My DarLings. Exam is reaching! or rather now alrdy start exam exam exam le. so yea, Lets go Airport!! =) and Yea, DarLing, i'll rmb e date on 14Feb2008! and lets go out after our exam, we ask Qi to tag along, alright? *Loves. <3

Hmms. alright alright. gonna go for next lesson le. andand i having exam later! everyone was like smugging with it. or some ppl never even study. *humph. God! Help me later. whenever i study Please let me rmb all. Thank You Dadday God. Budden later if i never do well means i never study well also cos ytd when i study den i never study, i kept looking at my HelloKitty. =D so yea. alright alright. gonna stop where im now. Buaii! <3

Hmms. everything is quite alright le. Daddy God, im sorry. Oh Daddy God, In e days of troubles, You cover Me. i really wanna to get so close to You. how i wish. Oh Daddy God, how i wish! Daddy God, im here! im just right here, do not leave me in e darkness. O God, i know and i know that Your light will Shine thru me when im in e darkness! Daddy God, im nothing but YOU, YOU O GOD, You’re my Heavenly Father. im who You have create me! In this journey, there’re good and not good times. There’re happy and not happy times. There’re an emotional times. But Daddy God, You’re with me right? it’s a Long Long Journey, But God, I WILL FOLLOW YOU EVEN WHEN NO ONE FOLLOW. Daddy God! Heal my Broken Heart!

and ya, so sorry everyone. i know i’ve been emo for sometime. But it wont last forever, i hope. and during this emo weeks and weeks, days and days. it has been a really tiring week for me. a gal with no life, a gal with a negative thoughts. and ya, all this, i really do not want it to happen again. im tired. But e Word of God will heal me! But e Love of God will heal me! emo emo go away, don come and disturb anyone of us again!. go away in e Name of Jesus! But so sorry, and i really need time to restore my everything.

and ya, since everyone knows about it. and i don need to hide it. this coming week, its e multiplication week. so we'll be multiply into two grps and ya. seriously, im really really really sad about it. no one will know how it feel cos… *a few know why*. but since God have decided me to go to that CG, i'll go. but when CG haven multiply, we pray for a multiplication and now, it came to past and now. He~llo!! Wake up, my dear Kim! You should Thank God for it and Praise e Lord! actually i know about e date of e multiplication le. cos i dreamed that Yuzhen tell me e date of CG multiplication. and i wake up and check e calendar and really, it’s a SUNDAY! so i asked Rae and Yuzhen dono how many weeks ago. and ya. now e truth is here. But still, thank God for e Multiplication! and ya, once again. I MISS W220! I LOVE W220! I WILL NEVR FORGET W220! W220 is FOREVER in MY HEART. all e Brothers and Sista in W220, Thank You so much for everything. and of cos brothers and sista in W362. We cant stay forever always as one CG, But always rmb that we have e same HEAVENLY DADDY! and still in e same Church, same svc, serving e same God. alright? so everyone must take cares ar, Contiune to grow in e Lord and lets us Shine for Him in Our Campus, Workplace, marketplace or anything. alright? =) Don miss me ar, if hor, miss me call me lor. Midnight also can. i'll also listen to e call de no matter what. alright?

and X'mas is coming!! *thinking of what to buy for me? don need to be so headache think here think there. instead i tell u alright? But this time round, i wont wan HelloKitty le. Please, no more le. cos no place to put le. but wait until I have bigger bed den ok lor. i wan a MP3! I have but spoilt and lost! and MP3 is my life, cos when alone can listen to song mah, den everytime go CGM, boring. and if I have MP3 right, I wont be so bored le. I got HP but don wan, cos waste battery cos HP is use for call and sms de. den if my HP no battery den if people miss me wanna call me how? So ya lor. *BHB la! Sorry ar, quite stress up with studies and everything so abit sot le.* budden no ar, just joking only. MP3 so ex. NoNoNo! Wait long long also don have. No ar no ar, all this are joking joking de. doesn’t matter whether have or don have x'mas present de ar. cos most imptly it is X'mas! Lets Cele and of cos invite our frens! seeing our frens, family, loves one getting saved! and Praising and Worshipping e Lord tgt!

and i really cant stand her le! arg! Daddy God! Teach me how to Love her just as u love me. God. But don worries. i still have my Darling with me! Darling, lets us have our Couple dating tg w/o her! i having a date with darling on 14Feb08! =D she is darling, and i Love her! *Opps. but pls, were not les! =D and ya. exam still got how many wk? Oh no! 3 more wk and im free from sch. don need to come back sch le and it time to work! chiong work. BUT, what am i doing now!! i can say haven start my revision yet. Oh no! haiis. i dono i'll be able to make it. By God's wisdom and Strength im gg to make it. im gg to get good result. good GPA! but when i look at e book. NO, God! Help me. e word may know me but i dono e word. arg! but nvm, studies make me headache! and nowsaday, im so lazy to go sch. don feel like gg. wanna pon! but no ar, guai student don pon de. so i go. =X but anyway. i need to go cos exam is reaching. now all revision and teaching teaching. so MUST come! don be Lazy!

Hmms. alright alright. till here, im gonna stop here le. think i wont have e chance to update at my blogger le. cos very less come to lab le. now all study revision le, at leturer class. so ya lor. But still can come and taggy! and ya of cos if possible, i might be updating my post at www.Me0wMe0wLoveKitty.wordpress.com Yea? so yea, take cares everyone. *Loves. <3