Hmms. Something is not right. Finally its over but it should be a NEW me but something have doubt me. something still trouble me. can e thing go away. don come near me please. i just HATE u! arghhhs. i dono what to do or rather don wanna think. ABBA Father, all i NEED IS YOU! i know im short budden please do not leave me alone.

Hmms. HEY!!~ :D hahas! Ytd i Water Baptism. Its my 2nd Birdae-26 Aug 07. =) Its was Great! actually at 1st i very gan chiong and excited de. budden hahas! after that also ar cos very gan chiong lor. and happy for SURE. really Thank God for everything. Finally i can declare that im a Child of God. =) Im died and Rose again! =D Praise e Lord! Hmms. and ya. i LOVE my Baptism Present too. =) Its was super nice seriously. i put it tgt with my BaoBei at e dono where ar. somewhere in my house can le. i got take pic. wanna see go my frenster see. cos i upload there le. =D cos here i cant upload plus i don have e pic in my trumbdrive. and ya lor. they took alot of pic and ya all e pic are on e way ar. will upload in my Wordpress instead so ya "stay Tune". =D Anyway. Happy Birdae to Valerie, Jessica, Shirley, Shireen, Issac and Celeste!!~ hahas. all New-born Babies. Once again, HAPPY BIRDAE. =D

*Celeste Heng Kim Hong!!~*

Hmms. hahas! sians. now in sch. im so tired. cannot make it. =D budden also must come. my frens got 2 never come. sud in e morning tell me "im not gg." den i sians half way den have to go sch alone den But thank God Kelly gg. =) hahas! Hmms. den cannot make it, super tired nowsaday. den also got abit abit not feeling well. think got gastric budden quite alright. den head pain. very giddy. =X den when im wanna go out den it like i wanna fall liddat budden i don care i just go out den like walk not straight. hahas. but Thank God no body saw cos my house there like no one de. so "wulu wulu" de. hahas!! den i contiune to walk den quite alright le cos i no time le on e way to sch mahs. den ya lor. always liddat de. dono why also. so i don care. =X

Hmms. ytd went for PM. i love Pst Joshua Preaching. its so awesome. budden also dono why. His Presense not there. that what i feel. i really dono why. den got alot of thoughts. den i rmb he say don forcus on e prob but on Jesus Christ. and no Mountian is infront of me. i can speak to e mountain to get lost.

Hmms. alright. Sorry. gonna go le. so will update again. hahas!! see when lor. cos i think will be super late when i update cos i don feel like updating at my Wordpress lehs. cos i don somehow don really like there. ya lor. but will update de. but must wait ar. have Paitence mahs. hahas!!~ alright alright. really gonna chao le. cher !@#$%!@#$ le. =D

Hmms. ehh. dono what to say lehs. hahas!!~ *Mindless*. dono what im thinking about. haiis. ALWAYS have this kind of prob de. =X when can i STOP thinking? arghhhs. always when there are 'things' ard me den i'll kept thinking non-stop. its like e things kept following me. *Understood? i know, i can see ur head got alot of "?????". hahas!!~ In short is i kept thinking of my Problems. How i wish i can forget all my troubles. but i just cant. e troubles are like keep following me non-stop. How i wish i can "overcome" this. and i know when u see this, im sure what u're gonna said. "Forcus on Jesus, Not your problems". but i cant. i wanna Forcus on Jesus but e things is like in my mind all e way. i dono what to do lehs. seriously. "do i need another deliverance again??"

Hmms. but anyway, its alright ar. i just wanna end this sch life ASAP. =D hahas.!! cannot make it lor. don understand what e "BEO" module is all about. today got test. den study le but couldnt go in my mind. at home i revise, on e way to sch i revise BUT still couldnt get in my mind. =X den my frens all also say very HARD. aiyo. dono how ar. but its alright. just wanna finish this semester. and ya.

Hmms. This week fasting for 72Hrs if i can? if i cannot make it i'll 48hrs. i wanna stand in e Gap in e CG. Fast and Pray for a BREAKTHRU in e CG and My Walk with my Daddy God. =) i MUST complete this 72hrs!! pls, Gastric don come ok? u come i kill u. =D so Gastric, u guai ok, don come into my body hor. =D btw, this few days really very COLD. don u all think so? super cold. dono what happen. but its a Good thing, cos i prefer Cold den HOTHOT!!! =X hahas. alright bahs. i gonna stop here le cos i have nth to say. BtwBtw, i finding a Job. if any have LoBang, must tell me alright. cos i really cannot make it le. super TIGHT!!! gonna find a job le. need FINANCANCE BREAKTHRU.

Hmms. ehh.. i dono what to type lehs cos in school nth really come out my mind unless i rmb what i wanna type. =X hahas! anyway. Hmms. sch ar sch. cannot make it la. think of sch. haiis. esp BEG, one of my module. really cannot make it la. aiyo. waste our money! =X if can "drop out" we wanna "drop out" e module lehs. e exam is reaching ard e ard le. a few more week den e exam come le. den need to wear formal and put make up. den i was like. PLEASE!! need to BuyBuyBuy!! but Thank God i have alrdy settle my 'Cosmetic' things le. but e clothing still haven settle it. i think i gonna find someone to lent their one. see who same "size" as me. =X but its IMPOSSIBLE la. hahas. who will be same height as me! =D right? hahas.! budden so Headace la. Tmr e particle is do all e facial facial thing, den next week will be teaching us how to make up. that mean e exam are coming! arghhhs!!! *HELP*.

Hmms. Budden, its alright ar. nvm. don go and think of it. once i think. i wanna CRY. hahas! and my hair. im so REGRET to cut la! ='( super regret lehs. budden nvm la. cut alrdy, what can i do? right? =D e more i think e more i wanna CRY!! =) ya lor. den ya lor. hahas! but its alright ar. nvm de. Hmms. den hor. haiis. i also dono what im happening now. as i said before i know myself. don wish to say out. but only myself n God know what happen to ME! *cold* but nvm ar. its alright de.

Hmms. And Ya lor. This sun!!!!! BAPTISM! Praise e Lord! Excited but not excited. its like cannot make it la. Kim!! u gonna wake up le la. what am i thinking? what am i troubling?? Kim! Pls! wake up ur mind!!!!!~ alright ar. i wanna go home le. so ya lor. Buaiis! *don miss me!!! * =D

*God of my Forever, and Forever im with You. My Life is save with a Price, Your Sacrifice Redeemed my Soul. God of my Forever, and Forever i'll sing, My Greatest Honour will ALWAYS be to Serve my Lord and King.*


This song is Awesome!!~ I LOVE IT! My Life is Save by Him. Thank You, Jesus! =) I Love You, Jesus. =) i'll ALWAYS with You, even my Body die, my Soul still will Follow You till e end. and i Must Be POSITIVE! today i kept on thinking "if only". aiyo. POSITIVE la, Kim!!~ =D alright alright. i wanna chao le. will update in my Wordpress instead. Btw, i reliase something, i din blow any candle on my 17th Birdae until someone ask me. =X but nvm ar, pass alrdy. 17th year oly le. More Blessing on e way. God's Grace and everything is on e way! =) Believing God will Bring to e Secret Place where i can see Him Face to Face. =) Yeah?

Hmms. arghhhs!! don feel like going to sch today. and i tell myself that aiya. forget it nvm. don need go just continue to sleep. =X hahas! but in e end i just wake up go brush teeth. =D hahas! den sud i rmb ytd de Worship song. "My Greatest Honour will ALWAYS be to serve My Lord and King." den i kept singing and singing. and ya, den i dono why i sud rmb this song. den god remind me of serving Him. and ya lor.

Hmms. Haiis. feel like Quitting sch. so stress. tot going sch to study budden this module go sch must Grooming. den must buy those office wear and make up and shoe and loads loads thing. =X Waste money! arghhhs. everyone was like saying waste money. =X den ya lor. But CG brought me a Office wear but it not long sleeve de so i need to buy again lor. =X But cosmetic things i don need to worry le. cos i brought le, cost about $70 plus. Heart Break. my Saving and gone. =X ya lor. haiis. nvm ar. liddat lor.

Hmms. alright bahs. anything refer to my "Me0wMe0w's Wordpress". i'll update there onward le cos my blogger at home cant log in. oly wordpress. so ya lor. gonna chao le. everyone take care. My Lovely. andand. hahas!!~

*Finally, im getting Baptism on 26 Aug 2007!! hahas! Praise e Lord! and my Baptism Name is "Celeste Heng!!~ "=D Thank You, Jesus!

Hmms. Many thoughts actually came into my mind. feel like crying but i've no tears le. but nvm, gonna go. will update in my Wordpress instead.