*Oh Lord! Heal my Heart. Wipe away all my tears right now. what to do, Lord? This song isnt a song but its really mean from e bottom of my heart. whenever i wanna give up, is You are e one who make me Clinging on to You. i wanna leave But its You who i'll follow. i cant imaging if im w/o You, i think i'll just leave. just leave w/o a word. really disappear. even i will to leave, i'll still go to Your house only. But i miss W220! i miss JiaHui. my head is pain, i just feel so sleepy right now. can i just sleep and don wake up? Human may fail me BUT God wont.

*my Dearie xinying. (:

*NO! my face is not red, its e lighting.

*Nice shot, Bro!

*a few of W469! (:

Hmms. woah-ho~~! now gg to 3am le. and im still awake. i doing nth de. but look at others sleeping lor. and Ronald, rushing his SOT assignment. and Jasmin rushing her hw and me haha. doing nth actually got ar, msning and doing what i dono liao. haha! anw. today is super awesome! svc awesome, PM is most awesome! Yea, God makes all things NEW! Amen! PM was rather diff. woah~ one word can put in, AWESOME. just awesome. Power of God! so power. those who are there, will know what im talking about. But im so excited of gg to SOT! heard that SOT is EVERYDAY!

*Falling in e Power of God. 1st in all my walk w God. can experience this way. to me, its really a new thing. falling e Power of God, Laughing in His Presence, Crying in His Presence. i just want MORE of Him, MORE of Holy Spirit! MOREMOREMORE!! i Just want to dwell in His House, in His Presence. In His Love. Oh Lord! oh God! i Just WANT MORE OF YOU! do not hide Your Presence in others places but come into my life, come into my heart! i welcome You into my heart, come inside of my littles heart that is desiring after You. melthing before You! im a little gal who desiring after You. who wanting to know You more and more. Oh Lord, see my little hands that is lifting up to You Lord. Fill me w Your Lovely Presence. (:


*Whenever You go, wanna be by Your side.

Hmms. arg~! my left hand are pain. cant move so much. that part where my hand is connected to my body? understood? haha, nvm. =D why pain, cos of my _____. haha. dono what to put in. i fall while taking shoes. i slipped down asin i didnt manage to step on e shelt den i tui bomb. and i was like ARG~! and think i spring my hands that why my hand are pain.

Hmms. lalala~! one day have passed. my emoing, my sadness is time-up! so cool! today totally don care of anything just go work. and time pass by so quickly that i don even know gg to close le. im shock that dono who close e door. but yea, today loads of customer. till i've no time to go peepee. haha! =D and makan ar. and yea. thanks Bro that u brought SUBWAY. i only ate 1/4 of it! cos of e sauce. =.= wanna vomit but nvm. thanks so much man! haha. u saw how busy we was. sorry i didnt talk to u. and u passed me e subway and u chaos le. =D but i appreciated it! (:

Hmms. and yea. Thanks someone too. msg me in e early morn where i still living in my dreams. thanks for e msg u sent! yea, i Please God, not Man! arg~! But i hate it, just hate it! my weakness point. got so affected by it. useless kim, kim ar kim. u're so useless. no words can describle u. arg~! whatever. i just wanna be a "Happy Gal". Yea, just had a ramdom tot that 'a happy person is more emo den a normal person.' cos a happy person hide everything inside and pretend nth happen. But all i want is just to be a Happy Gal. u know u know, 'HAPPY GAL!' a Happy Gal that make everyone smile, make everyone laugh. a gal that will make everyone rmb even when i die. i doesnt wan ppl to rmb me as a sad gal where always emo de. no! i doesnt want.

Hmms. but i feel so useless and disappointed about myself. i cant bring NEW BLOOD in. stupid kim. arg~! Sorry, Daddy God. i cant do anything for You. just cant. sorry for my uselessness.

*Cling to e Cross, i'll follow You!

Hmms. Oh! Crappy! im emo right now. im sad right now. Pls do not talk to me! :x arg~~! im afraid i could just leave w/o any notice. im afraid that i could just stop everything. after e call and blahblahblah.. and think think think and e person who i can really turn to is Daddy God. He is e Best of e best. why a leader have e most responsibly of all? den i tell u i could wanna be just a normal member. arg~~! whatever! ok, im sorry i cant bring new blood, im useless. that all i can say about myself. thats all. yea. im useless. useless kim! arg~~! whatever! Yes, tmr i'll be working. even good. i can ignore e call and msg by not seeing it, just work until i faint! thats it!

*My eye set on You, in this race that i ran.

*Love Kim's Hair. <3*Yawn, 6 trains left and where's JASMIN? =D*a new design spec?

*Guess who is this? Guess correct got prizes. (:

Oh, well well well! (: haha! find it kinda cute. now my bed no longer have Pink colour ONLY but blue came into e house of Pink le. not bad also. Pink and Blue. Prefect~! ButBut, it is not totally Prefect w/o adding my HelloKitty inside e fotos. haha! e Donald Duck de is not mine, its my bro de. he copy me, he jealous cos my ah ma buy for me e cow de den he don have. wahaha!! den Snoopy de is Terry give me de. all so cute. think of it, ehh, how come so match. all in blue colour so find it cute. but my piink is more cuter den everything. this everyone cant deny it. (:

Hmms. woah-ho~~! lalalala!! its has been a 987654310 since i come back home so early le. really leh. think ard 1 mth liddat. serious, no joke no joke. wah. sot sot de. so today im guai, super guai. and haha. today no work. so happy but i 930am wake up le. i wanna sleep longer cos i auto wake up. sotsot de. den prepare okok le den went out! (: and more happy de thing is tmr also no work. i tell u ar my body, 'u betta sleep longer, don wake up so early if not i box u ar'.

Hmms. and hor, everytime everyone say 'one apple a day will keep e doc away'. and now 'two apples a day will keep e toliet away'. and 'three apples a day will keep ur body slim'. and 'four apples a day will keep ur FATS away'. and 'ten apples a day will end up in e hospital!'. =D bian tai de. er xin. those eat 4 apples a day is bian tai. super bian tai. and yea. i ate 2 apples alrdy, later gg to eat another two. :x cos nth to eat. but im not bian tai. =D haha. kim's normal. ALWAYS normal. *everyone agree, this i know. but why why why no mango? alamak, ahdui!

Hmms. alrights alrights. thank God for today. thou its a short time today. but i did enjoy myself. thanks for everything, gals. (: haha. and yea. gonna Faint le. cos i haven do finish my hw. all like gg to finish le den left only me haven do finish. so tonight and tmr is e time where i can do my hw. =.= sad, cannot watch my show alrdy. arg~ nvm. (: its alrights. (: andand, a BIG THANK YOU to XINYING!!! (: thanks for sending me all e fotos!!! (: LOVES YOU TO BITTS! =D and thanks JASMIN E AWESOME TOO, for wanting to sent me e fotos but haha u're late by a few hrs cos xinying sent me le. (:

*something which i wanna say that You Love me to e world.

Hmms. woah~ its midnight le. still early. =D tmr no work. haha! that why im still up if not i'll be in my comfortable bed le. haha. my ah ma super cute. she buy Cow de dono what for me. ask me to chn cos mine smelly le. :x ahdui! its smell nice. anw. woah-ho~~! crappys! gosh~ i got a nightmare ytd. scary. im so afraid. thank God my alarm wakes me up. if not... arg~~ now still in my head. super scary. nono. go away! im scared, im fear till my hair stand. why will dream of those thing?? irritating. cos nowsaday at work keep talking about that mah. *crappys! need deliverance.

Hmms. andand. Thank God for strength today also. im super tired. and i pray for strength and indeed God strengthen me. (: Thank You, Jesus! and yea, i think my knee abit crappy. pain~! and everytime cust ask me take shoe and if those very high de hor, i'll say in my heart, 'if u never buy, i box u, ask me climb so high'. but in e end also din buy, wear for fun. so irritating. come again i box u up den u know. =D aiyo. kidding only ar, do u really think Kim will box ppl de meh? i so good. haha. but in cust de front hor, must act act ar smile smile to em but hor. all my collegue haha, cust left le they !@#$!@#$ . aiyo. very cute ar they. and i got one mummy over there. and my PIC say got 1 'kai xin guo' and 2 'guai guai de' and im one of e 'guai guai de'. see im so guai.

Hmms. Yea! tmr no work. so happy. gg out. (: and i abit disappointed and sad today also. arg~! sometime things may just fail u, make u disappointed and sad and so on but need to go on. Endure. times, i didnt wan to move on but still gonna go on no matter what. 'Be strong, let not ur hands be weak, for all e good things will be rewarded to me from Him'.

*Whenever u go, i'll follow You.

Hmms. eheh. woah~ what to say, Lord is You who give me life and i cant explain just how. okok, whatever. went to work. and yea. i find out one very effective thing when u're tired and bored. wanna know? BE CRAZY. lalala. talk to myself, sing praise and worship, look at mirror, look at myself, look at e shoe, talk to e shoe, dance in e shop, do execrise in e shop. Yea, this is what i do! Yea, indeed im Bored. well! smsed, call ppl but no replies as usual and im sick of it! was thinking about sth and think of it make me 'stress, sad, disappointed, tired' why why why? and i was telling myself "can one, go home pray cos God ans Prayers!" yea, tmr will be a betta day for sure, hor hor, Daddy God?

Hmms. alrights. anything, whatever! =D andand. ahdui, scare me. tot SGH wanna sue me for not paying e money. i also dono need to pay cos nvm ar, just keep e letter and see how 1st. (: and arg~ My Presense is so great that my bro din even know im back home. =.= and woah-ho~~! haha. Im back, im so happy. everyone was like welcoming me back to online! and thanks Awesome for e surprise fotos in ur blog too. (: u're just too awesome that i LOVE to u e max. and yea yea. my bro's birdae is coming and yea of cos National day den of cos what next hahahaha.

*Heal my Heart when it is Broken.

Hmms. woah-ho!~ finished 3 question in 3hrs. =.= forgotten how to do le. sians. why? cos i got study. like real. alrights. whatever ar. in e end, i gave up, take a rest le den go grab an apple to eat and plus woah-ho!~ i found mango pudding. haha! den rest for a while lor den i got an heart-attack when someone sent me sth thru msn. guess what~! its my foto!! eheh, not normal normal kinds of foto but it was when im dono what im doing den someone capture my foto ar. and i was like, 'huh'. how come u have, Edwin! He's not there ehh. how come he have ar. i kept thinking how come he have, den he say he sent to everyone. den i was like. NO!

Hmms. nono. save me. i don dare to step out of my house le. i don dare to go CGM and svc le. or even sentosa outing next wk le. =.= nvm, i'll ask my twin sista to go on my behalf. no kim for next wk, its CeLeste le. and hor, tell u hor. don go jasmin e blog ar. cos aiyo. under 30 years old is no allow ar so pls pls don go in. if u really really wanna go in hor. wait till a few days den go cos e previous will don have le mah. and if u really die die die wanna go in hor, prepare to see a beautiful face lor. =D Kim's reputation GONEs just in one day. But pls pls, actually Kim is very nice de only dono why ar, she got a very big shock den she just now become liddat de. so whatever u see in e foto hor, don believe ar. who knows e person who capture my foto go edit ar. and who knows she miss me too much leh. hahaha! horhor?? (:

Hmms. ohoh. i feel so welcome. its like i never on my com for 21days and hahahaha. like sud like back to world liddat. but so sad how come don have 'pink carpet' to welcome me leh? aiyo, ahdui ar. and hor. i just e smell of my bed and everything in my bed leh. i doesnt wanna wash it so don wash it. i love my smell :x same to my bro, he din wash his too and his are like so smelly :x haha. told my mum and she said 'u all siaos one, only baby got smell mah den u all are not baby ehh.' no lor. my hellokitty have super nice smell also cos have my smell mah. =D aiyo. nvm ar. sians sians. gonna work tmr. i realise sth ar. will share it tmr. (:

*My eyes set on You in this race i run.

Hmms. YeaYea. im here again. oh well. another great CGM. went to meet Yuzhen for mtg for some upcoming event on July and so on. feel so excited! can see e revival and breakthru in e CG. YeaYea, Lets JiaYou tgt. in 2 Chr 15:7 said that 'But you, be strong and do not let your hands be weak, for your work shall be rewarded'. God is speaking to me again and again asking me not to give up. Being a CGC, yes, i wanna give up, im thinking of giving up. my walk w God, Yes, i also think of giving up. my studies, Yes, i think of giving up also. or even my own life that is so precious that Jesus died on e Cross just for me. Yes, im thinking of giving up. But again and again.

To all CGCs or even every brothers and sista in Christ. Life is NEVER easy. Our walk is also never easy. whatever u do, just think of God cos its Him u're serving, its Him who u are looking to. its Him who u're accounting to. Yea, sometime man doesnt understand or doesnt see it, don worries cos u're not serving them, You serve e one who is in Heaven. Be Strong and do not let ur hands be weak for ur work shall be rewarded!! Lets have Faith that our Connect Grp will have a Breakthru. rmb w/o faith it is impossible to Please Him. Get up on ur feet and stay firm. Be Strong!!!

Hmms. actually, i don feel like gg le cos it was like so far den every wk must travel down all e way from e end to e end. and e fare is like, yea thou its only like $0.45 but ya. but end up, i went! and its was awesome. just awesome! CGM was awesome. *Passion! where's my Passion for e Lord? Get it back man, Kim! Build up ur Spirit man and stay firm and strong in e Lord!!

Hmms. and yea. i seriously badly need Healing. Healing Healing Healing in every where. my head, my stomach and my ear is SO PAIN. and sians. i still need to do my hw. haven even start yet. what am i doing, Kim! work. does work really matters? i need Healing. im crazy not cos im crazy cos i can forget e pain in my body where no one knows. its pain till im crying inside. its just so pain that i can use a knife and stab myself. arg! i cant rest cos i gonna do my hw and tmr gonna work. any good person wanna help me complete my hw and help me work? i'll be very greatful to u. i'll sing u a song. haha. (:

*My eye set on You when im in e race.

Hmms. YeaYea. im back. alrights. i'll try to stop 'im back'. (: Yea, so im back to blog le. so yea. its has been a long time since i blog. during this 21days, there's ups and downs, sad and happy, disappoinment and excitement, tears and tears w joy. dono how to say leh. i just doesnt know how to say. u know u know. how i wish. nono. im not emoing but really i doesnt know how to put it into words. im just stuggling w sth. arg! but nvm, no one will understand.

Hmms. anw. Yea. times really flys. haha! im wondering what am i doing this 21 days w/o using msn etc. and e ans are work. i've been working when my hols start. and ya, tiring? yes, of cos will. but what keeps me gg to work is 'money'. if no money how can i get e Guess wallet right. Thank God they having promotion right now so i brought it quite a reasonable price. haha. and buy this and that. and im looking forward to my June paid. woah~ what im buying next? of cos not LV or Gucci. i cant afford, thou its nice but wait till im fully working and im not into it. but also. must save money, cos paid come and go. must pay this and that, so irritating cannot really buy what i wan cos paid here and there paid till no more.

Hmms. and ar. i dono what to write le leh. i only know i wanna vomit. eat too much. anw anw. get my result for AFD, i get 'A'. woah~! indeed God is good. 4 person got 'As' and im one of them! but im waiting for my BFD result. Mr Hari don wanna tell us. i pray that i can get 'A' also. He said everyone did well so mean i have very low chance to get 'A'. ): nono. arg! and sch is alrights alrights ar. don wish to say what happen so yea. its makes me don feel like gg. arg, whateva! =.=

Hmms. was thinking thru during this 21days also ar. im stuggling w sth that i've been stuggling for so long. what am i doing? 2 years plus le. what have i been doing really. Hunger and Desire before Him. i only have one life, what can i do for Him? i let Him down always. i disappoint Him. i make Him sad. will i be seen by Him even when im in e middle of e crowd where no one can see me. will He hold my hands when im reaching out to Him? will He push me away when im running towards Him? i dono. i really dono. i wanna serve Him for all eternity but what am i doing?

*You're e Love in my Life.

Hmms. woah~ its seem like i go dono where hols liddat. im back to e world, im dead and Jesus came to recuse me. =D haha. i miss my blog msn and frenster ar. this 21 days. i really stuggle alot, yes, its alot! how can kim survive w/o msn etc. reach home e 1st thing i do is on com. so ya. but i proudly to announce that im proud of me i and myself. haha. but im disappointed also.

Hmms. anw. wanna post this post specially for my Lovelys Qi! she's so sweet, so pretty. went to cele her birdae aft svc today! and its was great. awesome i can say. we go to 'New New York York'!! so full. and eat till stomach not feeling well. =.= woah~ i bet she's so surprise also. cos haha, e ppl sing happy birdae song tgt w us. haha. and she's like so PS. and we was like. haha! Qi ar Qi. ask u cry don cry. u not touched by us ar. =D haha. and yea, Thanks Qi for e Cookies from subway. haha. she brought it specially for ME! *touched

and yea. we brought "Guess wallet" for her. and i brought too, mine is e same as hers! woah-ho~~ finally. its good to buy gifts for myself thou its not my birdae. and im so in Love w it cos its my 1st most most ex ex de. so happy! haha. anw. yea. will update e fotos of cos. but well, i thank God for her. know she wont be able to see this post but still, i really appreciate her. she is awesome! i love her to bitts! and yea. im here to anncounce that 'IT MY 1ST AND LAST TIME THAT I"LL STEP IN TO NEW NEW YORK YORK LE. oh no! and that person must thank God i never go tell e boss if not u kena fired, pls work next time and don anyhow take num from ppl'.

*3 of us. <3*my pretty qi.*Candy floss is so nice. (:

*Our Guess Wallet. (:

Hmms. Woah-ho~~~~~!! im back! Finally. its over! im proudly to announce that im back to e world?? *sound wrong. haha. nvm. i only know im back le. (: Yea. so i miss my blog. i miss everyone who is tagging my blog. Thanks for ur presense when im not in blog. im surprise by all e taggers. woah~~ anw. will be back to updates again. (: