Hmms. oh! LaLaLa! Crappy! my muscle hurts so muchy. ytd went running and end up see ar, me so yaya papaya. tell awesome 'aiyo, i don need steching de, wont pain de and i always never do steching de' see what happen. muscle pain, my tights and stomach there super pain! craps so much. learn my lesson, next time don so yaya papaya alrdy. =.=

Hmms. and yea, of cos. im guai. i went sch. and there's AFD test and i was like huh. i din know cos ytd i din go sch. so i stuck in e middle of e test but manage to finish. den aiyo, nvm, at least i know abit. and also not counted so its alrights. our style is 'not counted right, nvm one nah'. yea. and i gonna do 4 hw, see that e result of not gg to sch. more hw, others got 2 i got 4. :x crappy! and tues got interview for e HK exchange thing. aiyo, i told cher just now, cher cfm cant go de, 1 person can go only leh. so i go interview also wasted, right? =.=

Hmms. aiyo! work later wonder how i take shoe later. muscle super pain. climb one step, ouch one time. :x and i'll be MIA-ing for 21days. so u wont see me on msn. still decising whether to MIA-ing on com mah. so if u wanna talk to me in msn, quick talk this 2 days. if not, no kim le. But He~llo, still got HP but how i wish i can MIA-ing that also. alrights ar. so yea, gonna chao for work le. (:

*My Heartbeat beats in Your Loves.

Hmms. woah~ tell u all a secret! i eat 3 apples today! 1hr 1 apple and im eating e 3rd one right now while blogging. but apple is not my fav :x no one wanna buy mango for me. ): so no choice, apple and orange is e only fruits i can find but no way to orange. im not sure i'll scare of apples next time mah.

Hmms. and anw. i din go sch today. quite lazy and abit headache. so didnt go and i don feel like gg tmr also leh. how? think i can prepare to quit le. and wake up, i plan everything nicely le but didnt keep to my promise. wanna to study and blahblah but end up guess what i do? talking to someone in e fone andand don worries, im guai gal cos i did study abit. ehh, abit also counted got study ok. betta den never mah. (: and after that, finally. Kim went for a jog w awesome! andand good thing is i ran 3rounds and walk 2rounds. counted good le ok, if not all e rounds i'll be walking de. :x haha!


Hmms. and was quite irritated cos i watched e channel 8, 9pm show den i was like 'huh'. cos i miss ALOT of ep. den i dono what happen at all. think i watch 2 ep only. and i was like tmr is e last ep le. den nvm, don think i able to watch tv nowsaday. mon tues fri got work den wed got BS den only thurs but doubt my thurs also free le cos i planning to work also if can. (:


Hmms. and i realise. nowsaday i blog alot alot alot. one day can blog alot. and sometime i can just don blog. den when i blog alot and i realise quite a number of em don update. and i was like, why so opp seh. ppl like haha, u should know who are u ar, those who in my liink lor. i got liink thru de ok just that i din tag.

Hmms. andand. Yea, nth is easy. is getting hard and harder. at first i tot after that, it'll be quite dis-stress le. but end up. im getting fearful and stressful each and everyday. and i was just telling myself, i miss Jiahui and Yuzhen soo much. wanna aim for my calling but what to do? arg! a beautiful imagination become a broken imagination le. im so fearful and stressful to go on le. and its just like a mirror have just broke infront of me. its make me feel like gg away to another place. and i do not what will happen ar. 10 years later, what will i become? what will i do for God?

*i cant go on w/o You ard me. PLEASE DO NOT LEAVE ME.

Hmms. woah~ LaLaLa!!~ i wonder, God are u speaking to me again and again? asking me not to give up. today BS, again He spoke. but God, i really cannot take it le. i cracking my head soon. this is really e 1st and very time that i just feel like giving up my studies again and again. its getting harder and harder. life will never be easy, studies too. every morn have to drag myself to sch. tell u all one secret. i don feel like gg to sch tmr, 8am! and also got swimming lesson, i doubt i'll go. i mtg awesome to jog! Yea, its jogging in e stadium, no joke. serious.

Hmms. and im so looking forward to e day when im gg m'sia. cos i can hide there! hope i'll stay there as long as i can w my cousins. but my bro say go Genting. den my heart was like saying 'TKK, u pay ar?' aiyo. wherever e place is, i just wanna get out of this spore where no one can contact me. and still rmb my sch have e exchange programme. and i was so dumb that i didnt know that HongKong is in China. but anw, i really hope i can go ehh. can hide there even more, if able to go. will go ard 1 mth. but cher said only 1 person in every class in Biz Course can go only. and not only just fill in e form but need Interview. sians alot. cfm cant go de mah. its like 0.0001% de chances leh. they cfm will choose those good student.

Hmms. and im counting down to 'Camp X'. 9-11 June! and im surprise that my cher actually rmb it. and i must really die die must study super hard for my BFD le. i still rmb he said, 'make sure u study hard, if not u're gonna repent e rest of ur life'. but look now what happen, all e progress test, i did so badly until i need stay back next wk for lecture! :x sorry cher. haha! wo bu shi gu yi de ar. but i promise ar, e exam i'll score well for u to see! Lord, i dono what to do, But God. i wanna trust in You even thou im away for my lesson to go for e Camp. and i pray that You'll help me, Holy Spirit, Help me to rmb everything i have studies. and Kim gonna study for BFD le, no joke. cannot slack le. no time alrdy. ~Kim, c'mon! study hard before i beat ur backside or before i throw away all Your Hellokitty!

*Lets Your arms be my Shelter.

Hmms. woah~ Thank God for protection again. cos i fall but didnt injure. din manage to step onto it so slip down and i fly cos im "Superwoman". who ask my leg so "long". but so far im still doing alrights cos i haven injure till very jialat ar. cos my collegue all injure and got scar de. :x and dono why today de cust want me to climb up and down. and now i know its hard to 'sell shoe' cos u'll feel pek chek of e cust. so please, if u wanna buy shoe next time, Please Please don take this and that, end up didnt buy. But thank God for a fren over there ar. she helps me everytime not like somebody else who "sabo" me. and of cos every workplace there's gossip and BlahBlah. and all i do is here in and there out. (: Lord, Let Your Peace fills every hearts.

Hmms. and Yea! just finish my hw so i can blog. my brain crack lor cos of e hw. think and think but dono how to do den aiya just do lor. aiyo. why does ppl keep reminding of 'giving up studies'. some of us was like 'ya lor ya lor, i also don wanna study le, so stress can.' same thoughts. exam is 2 weeks times. how i wish i can burn my notes and drink it so i can rmb everything! and im think im guai, in e bus study my BFD lor while on e way to work.

Hmms. think and think, i realise, its has been a long long time since i go SHOPPING and relac le! oh no, i really want to go out. i wanna watch movie and do so many things. But i cant, sch work bs cgm svc. what else? Oh God, enlarge my capacity! and Lord, Let ur Blessing pour upon me. i need Financial Breakthru. multipitly my bank acc. 1 digit is not nice. now, im looking forward to my paid. But not much, come and go, end up cant buy anything for myself. so i told my PIC that i wanna chiong work on my hols so put me more. but in e middle of june, gonna go m'sia and "hide".

but i really thank God for strength ar. yawn so much but didnt sleep. cos im "Superwoman". need to go recuse ppl de. so anything hor, just ring me up and i'll go recuse u. *Like real. He~llo! think i'll be sleeping like a hellokitty. no matter how u call always cant wait up cos she's not a human. But anw. Thank God for e classmates i had. today no lesson but went to Vegetable Farm and slept in e bus while in e journey cos im tired. and after that went Pizza and makan w some of em. and its was great ar. they're super awesome.

*all e while, You're carrying me thru e Journey.

Hmms. Oh Daddy God! enlarge my capacity. enlarge my mind. enlarge my strength. enlarge my Love. enlarge my Heart. enlarge my thoughts. what can i really do for You? im in e midst of giving up everything, yes and i mean EVERYTHING in my life. my studies, my CGC, my life or even my walk w God. there's only one word in my mind right now "give up!" just flash thru me always and i cant get rid of it! orh. Crappy! Devil hit and i fall, hit and fall. Stupid Devil! GO AWAY! don pour negative thoughts into my mind! and was blogging about Giving up and ytd during svc and today CGM, God spoke to me so many times. "DO NOT GIVE UP..."

But God, are u there? im tired, im disappointed, im sad, im discouarge, im stress by certain things of my life again and again. and i really feel so tired and burned up. i came to a point where my mind is mindless. e moment i begin to think my head hurts. and ya, of cos everyone will get tired. who on earth wont get tired de? and yea. Ytd Pst Tan preach a very good msg. e last point hit my heart so strong. "Example of Brokeness". all this im gg thru right now is an example to people. But Kim, are u gonna cont to move on or just give up? everything happen for a reason. i must Give Thanks in ALL my circumstance. (:

and Beside that. think its my last time to tell anyone what is gg on in my life and how i feel. im SORRY to trouble those i've told my probs to. and i knows no one will ever want to hear of it. and everyone is tired of hearing. and still e best things is to keep everything to myself. that e only ways i can find to share my probs. don say to me "its alrights, just tell me, im willing to listen". oh Craps! fine. i wont share anymore. no more. i wont bother anyone anymore, don worries. (:

and its so hard to please Human. what to do, God? i talk and no talk also say. and nvm ar. think i just don talk so much. so keep quite and be back e kim u all see e 1st time. and e Bible say, "Please God and not man!" i should please God instead. and yea. just watch finish e charity show for e earthquake show. and really must keep them in Prayers, seriously. Heart break when see e show and its really touching. and really Thank God that Spore is a 'safe' country. and i really feel burden for them but feeling burden w/o doing anything is meaningless is helpless. and how i wish i can just go there to help them but all i can do is call to donation. and i've donated! every cents mean alot to them now. and God say, "if u've lent to e Poor, You're lending it to e Lord". Lord, Bless me more so that i can be a Blessing to others.

*You told me who i am. im Yours.

Hmms. im proud of myself today! i climb so high to take shoe for customer! and its not just one time but dono how many times and its e HIGHEST. and i feel like im like a SUPERWOMAN! Fly~~~ But i jumped down from e 1st shelt and ouch~ Pain! and climb more make my head more pain. Thank God for protection. nearly slip down while climing up to e most high. and jump here jump there, listen up, its Jump from a shelt to another shelt, and im assuming that He's there to save me so i jump lor. Times flies when there're alot customer. of cos its tiring but gonna hang on! i need Your Strength, Lord!

*when im weak, You're strong always!

Hmms. oh gosh~ one sentence affect me alot alot. "should i cont my studies or give up?" i get affected by it super loads. just one sentence i can dwell w it for just 2 days. gosh~ i tell myself NOT TO THINK of it le but i cant, it just came into my mind. den its like i tell myself 'ok, im gonna quit sch! set!' and yea, of cos alot of u will ask me not to but there is only one person who say can that is e person who ask me this question lor. if both add tgt of cos both will agree and say "Lets Quit!". what should i do now? if i really give up, i think he'll be disappointed and also i think he'll say "u've grow up, so u can decide".

Hmms. stupid devil! nowsaday happen alot of things. and devil attack me thru this negative thoughts. can u imaging that i even tot "why it couldnt be me?" why bad things happen to good ppl? one of my member met w an accident and its was so serious, was knocked down by BUS. and we'll so super worries. and ytd night, we kept praying and praying. and Thank God, he is quite alrights le and his condition is stablize le. Hopefully he'll wake up ASAP by this few days. and i believe God hears our Prayers and he'll be heal in e Name of Jesus! Bro, You'll be fine,You must Pull thru! You'll have complete Healing de! we'll pray for a breakthru for u!

Hmms. and again. stupid thoughts enter. sud i feel so stress den ever before. studies make me stress and wanna give up, got test past few days and guess what, i score super badly for e test. i cant memorise or understand anything. *Craps! that why im thinking of quitting sch instead. and i've lost e faith that i'll score well for my exam in 12June. and every morn i've to drag myself to sch even thou i doesnt feel like gg. and feel so sleeply during lesson. *CrapsCraps. and beside this also have that. don wanna mention it but someone knows what issit. it really not easy to be. need commitment and blahblah. and im on e way to giving up le. so stress and sad and everything. how i wish i can just shut my fone for one day, one day will do. but e one who i'll disappointed will be Him. in e end, im really sorry for any decision that i've made. but i think i've to wait for someone to rise up den i can step down.

*Just one touch from You.

*Let e pic to e talking. (:

*FAT!

Hmms. woah~ think this week is gonna be packed again. its fully packed for all e day from morn till night. i don even have e time for myself to have a wonderful rest and stoned. and i realise that my body have becoming weak again. of cos i know well for my body but yet i didnt obey e doc. but i didnt care much cos now i just wanna to do i thing is to see him. to see him is my biggest wish. and after that i'll go and meet my Heavenly Daddy le.

Hmms. and yea. sun was Multipication Day for CG. its was awesome thou. its fun. i've enjoyed myself there. and yea, im sad also cos not same w some other ppl. i'll miss VERNON, GERMAINE, HUILING. this ppl i'll miss badly. w/o their laughter and encouargement i think i can go gong gong. (: But still thank God that we're still in e Same church, same zone, and most imptly is Same Heavenly Daddy! and yea, of cos my new CG is W469! oh well, everything is planned for a reason. (: so Lets walk tgt. alrights! *fotos will be up when im free.

Hmms. andand. oh craps! tmr got BFD test and yet im not yet study cos i got work and BlahBlah. but aiyo, excuses! and exam is coming le but seriously i really don have e heart to go study le. see words and words i can fainted. someone just asked me, "should i contiune to study or to work?" and i was like ehh.. should i stop studying also? stop studying and close my brain since got prob alrdy mah. and yea, im crazy and mad and stress over certain things. can i just close my hp and my house fone. so no one could ever find me. and there's only one time i never reply/ans call is when im working. or rather can i go for 'fone fast'? thats could be great, yea? just one day will do. sometime i don even dare to touch my hp or rather pick up call/sms from "some" ppl. if u want to talk im always happy to talk to u but im really scare and tired of all those things. somehow i wish to tell God that 'God, im really sorry and this is my ans.' and i'll just leave. But.. this is what my mind is thinking but my heart is a diff thing. do u understand what im saying?

*i cant go on w/o You ard me.

Hmms. *stoning. issit a strength? if yes, Thats my strength. finally i found 1 strength of Kim! i can stone there for 1 hour. thinking about things and things. i just realise that not a moment ago. woah~ i've one strength and many many weakness. stupid kim! so many weakness but no strength. and one thing i know about myself is 'i love to stone' when i've nth to do. u can just give me a chair and i can sit down and think so many things. woah~ always and always w/o fail, i'll "stone" even when im bathing.

Hmms. *changes. sometime it can be good and bad. changes is just like e cloud, it can rain anytime. even its a sunny day. ur mood and everything is just e cloud too. it'll change so sudden. just like what i said, sometime it can be good and bad of cos depending on what. but tmr its gonna be a big change? Mutlipication! its good and bad at e same time. good cos we're multiplying and bad cos bad.

Hmms. One week have pass by again. *Flyies. and yea. thurs swimming was alrights. and of cos get back my AFD exam paper le. i score 32/35! woah~ cant imaging. but wanna to get FULL but bcos of that crazy question. nvm, at least i get an 'A'. must maintain 'As' all e way. BFD also. Kim! u betta study hard for ur CA for BFD. but how? see e book, *fainted. and plus that wk on my BFD exam i got CAMP. i don care, Kim. u betta get an "A" if not 'You gonna repent e rest of ur life-said by my CA'. and had progress test for BFD. one word- CMI! somehow get scolded in a funny way. small handwriting but thank God its progress test!

Hmms. and i realise sth. "its easy to imaging/say, But its hard when it is real". You can imaging sth but when u wanna do it, its so hard! for ex, u can imaging how bold are u, how u talk in e grp of ppl but when it come to e actual one, its hard! and u can imaging so many frens u're bringing but in e end no one. and thats lead me to 'Faith'. if i have e Faith as a mustare seed, and i CAN move e mountain BUT God!! Daddy God. im disappointed, im discouarge and most of all, i feel so bad and lousy. i cant even do anything for u. e soul out there are precious to u. or maybe i can say i never Pray hard enough. Daddy God, i doesnt have a Faith to reach out again le.

Hmms. and Yea! went for Masquerade Party. actually don intend to go but go work. But in e end i did a Right choice. i went! and its was super solid fun and awesome. i enjoy myself and i hope e rest enjoy too! and see all e beautiful maskes. but sad thing is i saw no one wearing a pink and hellokitty mask if not i'll box em! =D and yea, really had fun ar. those who din went, aiyo. u've miss out e fun that we had! But sun is gonna be a FUN day too. so yea, one word for today- Tired but yet enjoyable! of cos all e fun is not fun w/o any fotos right. so yea. will upload e fotos soon. so u'll see fotos soon. (:

*One more moment, Just to be w You.

Humph! =.= forget it. :x
so fred up by changing to a NEW blogskin.
took 1hr plus to chn but yet CMI.
1hr can let me do 1 question of AFD.
so decide to remain e same. =.=
arg! sad nah! nvm. (:
shall blog again.

Hmms. and finally. can settle down and blog! *but be prepare, don regret if u gonna read this post cos its my longest post eva. don fall asleep while reading. =D hmms. anw. actually im not busy but only lazy and tired. Busy was just an excuse. so yea. excuses is no good. :x till now, im tired. burned out. no matter how long i sleep also tired. ytd slept 130am-11am but still tired. 10hrs still not enough. maybe i can sleep forever and don wake up. good idea! :x i know someday i'll burn out by my work and studies. but sorry to someone, i know what im doing, i know u're concern about me but this is e only way that i can find. to work after my sch. i promise i'll not over burned myself.

Hmms. but anw. Yuzhen is away for one week. and yea. She'll be back tmr but to be exact is later, 1130pm! and cgm was awesome too. Presense of God was super Solid Strongy. and today svc was awesome too. Mother's Day. if only my mum were there. e drama was super touched. and everything was touched. but im waiting for Father's Day! im imgaing if only my dad is there on Father's Day plus my bro. it'll be great. i tears badly when i imaging that but i know things will never be back again.

Hmms. and yea. Sch was still alright! but fri AFD exam was CRAZY. i wanna cry. crazy exam. think is e cher set wrong question. stupid! arg! think its hard to get full marks le! *scream! think everyone cant get e $700! aiyo. e question must have sth wrong la. but anw, past le. now is BFD. another dono how to say module. need to use brain. more on theory de module. sians. im not that good in memorising, ok? really need God's wisdom le. and yea. my cca. not vball le. still not cfm in mah. if cfm le will tell u all de. (: anw. i wanna go HongKong Exchange Programme by sch! but need interview and blah. but most impt is $$. 1st thing is that! got such a thing that is free? someone bless me go if i can go? *sot. who on e earth will bless me go beside God? wonder how much issit. but if i really go hor, it'll be for 4 or 5 mths i'll be away from spore. cool man! but i really wanna go but go there not hols only ar, need study and exam de. :x but it'll be even cooler if i can go w my clicks that im w now.

Hmms. and thurs went for swimming le. so CMI. have to go for e rest of e 10 lesson. =.= but haha, i din drowned cos i hold on to e thing. and i din even manage to touch e floor. and i was like panic! howhowhow! i sians alot of ways leh. i cant imaging for e rest of e 10 lesson. what if after 10 lesson i still dono how to swim?

Hmms. and yea. was talking w someone while back home today. was talking about why does some ppl only talk about themselve but they don allow others to talk? but wait wait, no ofference! :x what they talk is all about themselve. CMI! and i really don like. asin i can listen and of cos i'll be happy if u tell me more about urself BUT not everytime that i don have chance to speak about myself. don wish to mention e names. and i really pray that i'll have more paitient to hear. but what i do normally is here in and there out but i'll keep it in my heart if thats is impt. imaging e whole journey or in e fone only that person speak. cant imaging. ok, don imaging. but nvm.

Hmms. and yea. Camp X is ard e corner! i wanna go for e camp BUT on that week i still on sch and is my exam week. so arg! why such a nice timing? but i told my CA le but he actually don allow me to go but i say to him 'cher, let me go, i promise i'll study and score well and blah..' and we talk talk den he say ok but he say 'if u didnt score well, u've to repent of e rest of ur life'. den i was like, wah cher! budden i din tell him is Church camp den he knows. But this cher alrdy pass le but only another cher whether she allows mah. but im afraid she'll not allow cos is quite impt module. so i dono what to do really. but i really wanna go. How How How? God! aiyo. if i really go e camp, 3 days i never go sch but cher say must give MC but no sick how to give, i also cannot fake go see doc mah. aiyo. i dono! *confussing!!

*Dwelling in Your Presense is all i wanna.

Hmms. Finally, there's one pic coming up. wanna put pics and pics long long time ago and due to my blog de layout so din put. :x wanna change blogskin but cant find any betta de so din change. sorry peoples. words and words see till sians le. so yea, pics! don wanna put much pics till i change blogskin. but it hard for me to get a skin i wanna. :x but anw, this skin also nice mah. e gal resting, im that gal! that gal so nice. =D

Hmms. alrights. my motive for this post is "Thank God for this all peoples" introducting my new Classmates for my HNitec! woah~ so happy to know em, they're such a really nice peoples that u really wanna know more. a grp of ppl that u always wanna to be w. a kinda big grp. 10 ppl. (: and yea, of cos hope i can know em more, 2 years we'll be tgt. =D looking forward. and yea. of cos my CA, a funny CA, Mr Hari!! haha. so yea!

Hmms. Oh man! i found a dead kim. a tired kim. im dying soon. cannot take it but Thank God i suppose to work today but i called and say i cant work cos im super solid tired and got alot of homework and revision for my upcoming test. whenever i think of work, can really faint. don feel like working seriously. and its hard to work and study at e same time. and plus other commitment. i admire PST and e Leaders in CHC.

and yea, 1st day of work. quite tiring and relac(if there's no customer). and before gg to work must really PRAY. cos need to climb up till very high to take e shoe think got 3meter high bah. if u not careful, my fren say either u'll really cripple or injured le. seriously very high, my body are trembling while im climbing up. while climbing up, i told God, if i fall must save me ok? butbut, QI was so superwomen!! she climb and climb till very high to help me take e shoe. and got one time i really have no choice but to take myself at e very top. and end up i doesnt know how to come down. but overall quite alrights BUT im totally tired.

Hmms. so Kim wont be blogging this few days or weeks or anything? Sorry that i didnt replies ur taggy. will try to reply ASAP. so yea. loads of things coming up. and why God, all e things come in one SHOT. can i withdrawn my "CGC". need to plan ALOT of things this few week. esp this and next week. con call alot alot. and once again, i found a fearful kim. cant imaging.

*when im weak, You're Strong. Strengthen me for only You can!

Hmms. *tired. discourage. disappointed. im feeling tired now, no matter how long i slept, how early i slept also no use. still tired but guess i know what e reason behind it. discourage that ppl may fall easily even for myself. and disappointed that i never do my job as a CGC. im sorry to my Connect Grp ppl. just finish one of my homework, take half hr to do and feel tired so take one apple and eat, cos no mango. kinda piss off today. mood alrdy so dono how to say and yet pissed up by certain ppl and things.

Hmms. and ppl called and ask me about sth. are they really worries? what if what if e result turn out to be negative? im thinking why concern a person when u know e person is gg to die or having illness. what if e person really gg to die, its really too late if u wanna care. But i don intend to go so don push me. so what i really got, so what i don have. But i believe don have, cos im HEALTHY! and im happy to say that 'IM FREE FROM EATING ALL THOSE MEDICINE!'. yea, i cant deny that i've STOP eating all those medicine for weeks. and i doesnt care what gonna happen to me cos it seem nth to me le.

Hmms. think of work more sians. whats more? sch after work more sians. more tired. i cant imaging what i'll be like. and my life will be pack w Studies, Work, BS, CGM, SVC. im not sure i can handle but see how its goes. and i couldnt go out le and my weekdays will be packed. and so is my weekends. and seriously, i doesnt wanna go work. but think of it, bills is bombing again. can someone just help me pay? and guess what, i saw HELLOKITTY's HP! its was super nice, $400! Nice price too. nvm, see no touch.

*There's nothing more precious than to be in Your Presense.

Hmms. One Bright Morning, but while im bathing. e cloud changes dark. it liink to one phrase "things will just change so sudden". in everything. in life, in mood, in emotional or even e ppl ard us. i notice that ppl will change for sure. and i notice very obviously. e person who have changed doesnt know whether he/she have changed, only e person who is not e person see e changes. im down, im disappointed by somethings or rather someone(s). i dono how to say but just sad and quite burden. as i think of it, i could just tear it. i really dono what is gonna happen. i don dare to think of it. and also liink to another phrase, "don be so close to someone, i rather be a stranger den to be close to". and yea, some people can be close, but some people cant, it'll hurt u more and more.

Hmms. nowsaday kept listening to worship song. and every song i hear, i brusting out my tears. can i have more of Him? Can i desire More of Him? i really need Him more den anything else. i can just don wan anything but Him. wonder here and that. Do He hear my cries when i cry out to Him? Does He see my Hands when i lift my hands up to Him? im hungry but yet i just feel that i din have e hunger more! im Burden but yet i never do anything. What can i do so that i can stay in His Presence forever. and yea, thou i can feel that im closer to Him as day goes by BUT i just WANT HIM EVEN MORE! Can You see my Heart? i doesnt want to tear even when im Praising You. But i wan to tears cos that Your's Presence!

*Lord, im Crying out for MORE and MORE of YOU!