Hmms. today is APPRECIATION CG. and yea. i did enjoy myself. seriously. i never even imaging i could stand infront of CG members to share about my testimony. about how God has change me and everything. im super nervous and during worship, im worshipping half way and i tot Daddy God was tapping me but no. its Rae, she tap my back and ask me to prepare and everything. den i was like, heart was beating real fast. budden still, i contiune to worship God. den Presence of God was so strong! e song we sang was super strong, its let me remind of Daddy God's Love. He's really Great. and yea, after worship, its time for testimony le. so i believe everyone was shock also that im e one who went up to share about my testimony. and my heart beat even fast den ever. guess what! its my 1st time sharing and part of it, no one knows. Jiahui didnt know too. and so, i was really nervous until i've to stop and at that time i really feel like crying cos God is Great! and i thank God that i can share my testimony cos i realise that everyone like haven share their testimony before. it a opportunity to share to others how God He is!

and i think of His Greatness, and i feel that sometime i really take God for granted. seriously. im so Sorry, Daddy God. e Love that He gave, its so wonderful. its really a BIG gift to me. He died on e cross Just for us! see, how great is He right? i Thank God that He showered His Love upon me. and also, e testimony that i shared, i really wanna Thank God for e courage that i'll be able to go up and share and its really took me alot alot alot alot of courage to talk using mircophone? and also 1st time using mircophone talking to so many ppl. so "shuang gu"??

but anyway. Thanks so much for showering me w LOVE, W220! You're just like a FAMILY to me. a pic of puzzle. where everyone plays a part. if one is lost, there is no complete puzzle le. so wanna say that, Brothers and sista in w220! u guyz really make me feel like a family. let me know e Love in e Family. and You guyz really make a diff in my life and u guyz is e MOST WONDERFUL FAMILY that i ever had, a Family that only can make me feel what's Family all about. Hmms. but wait, no offence ar. but anyway. thanks to W362 too. yea!

Hmms. anyway! i won one award this year! i won "Most Courage Award"? and guess what, i happen to take e same award w Jasmin! *HI5! budden ar. we were wondering. are we really that brave?? and my ans is, i don think im lehs. budden its alright. since God has given me that award i should take it! haha! Yes, im gonna to be Brave, and no shy shy le ehh. anyway, im not shy mahs. who agree? if u agree, pls breathe. haha! Kim, GoGoGo! Hmms. anyway! thanks Daniel and Jeremiah for e x'mas Gift! i really really LOVE it loads. i'll use e bag for SURE and yea. Jere, e HP thing w "CeLeste" on it. i put it in my HP also le. its like. both of u de present is so nice can! seriously. i feel so BLESS this few weeks and this mth! but at e same time i feel sad also cos i haven buy any x'mas present for anyone yet cos im really tight and i need to give Building fund! BUT i'll sure get sth for those ppl in my mind ASAP! Sorry for e delaying of my x'mas present to u guyz. alright? anyway. thanks for e fellowship this few days!

Hmms. how should i say? seriously, i also dono. but anyway. things have pass so don dwell on e past lor. and i also dono how will become liddat. if i can choose, i'll rather stick to w220. that it wont combined at 1st and JiaHui wont step down as a CGL and we wont multiply. only if i can choose but its impossible. but what happen alrdy happen le. but seriously, i miss w220. a family w Love, a family which fellowship alot, a family that let me feel what is a family. seriously, i really MISS it! but i know we wont be able to stay in this family forever de, somehow we must multiply also.

Hmms. and im wondering, did he receive e letter alrdy? what is his reaction? i know i abit rush in e letter but what i say is from my heart. all i pray now is he'll change. and i really wanna thank God for my bro. he very cute. he asked me ytd whether where's e letter den i told him sent le lor still wait for u. den he say he write finish le. den i ask tot he dono how to write in chi den u know what he say. he say he use hp check one by one e word. den i was like. *laugh in my heart. but Thanks for writing e letter. i go hunt for e letter he wrote when no one at home den it really touches my heart. i tears. but thanks kor! i don think he'll see my blog. i think he know that i have one but i think he dono my liink. so it betta him not to know my blog. haha. so yea. i just pray that one day He'll get saved. he'll get to know Jesus Christ. cos when one of e household is save, e whole family shall BE save! i know his GF is malay but it possible cos all thing are POSSIBLE for Christ.

Hmms. and yea. later gg out to meet seowling and edmund! *waiting. den go settle some present. (: and sat will be appreciation CG, thanksgiving CG le. so yea, i know some of them is so BUSY preparing e thing for it. But thanks for all e effort u guyz did! looking forward to sat? or rather 31dec? cos gonna get my result. 4 more days!!! what will be my GPA? im really nervous about my result. after so long. alright! haha! anyway. tmr will be my 1st day of work so hope i wont sick again. cos last fri suppose to be my 1st day of work but i sick. but now also got abit sick. but it alright, gonna go for work no matter what. haha! alright. will blog again. (: so everyone take cares. don get sick. cos alot ppl getting sick nowsaday. *Loves. <3

Hmms. Hey. its time to blog again! alright! Firstly, MERRY MERRY X'MAS!!! this year seriously, haha dono why don have e x'mas spirit. den hor, i realize that this year i didnt make any gift for CG and i din even write cards for em BUT i'll give those selected ppl x'mas present! i still rmb last year i make e milk bottle and wrote cards to w220! x'mas is near or rather is TODAY!! haha. but anyway. went countdown w daniel, james, ivan, junxing and ivan's frens at town. and haha! its was SUPER great, awesome seh. haha. 1st time eh!! den actually wanna go back de cos i don wanna get spray! budden in e end i stayed! so happy budden in e end got train but no bus back so have to walk back, 20mins walk? :( but thanks James for sending me back home to my house. and my house downstair really got loads of ABNN!!

hmms. and yea, looking foward to 31dec2007. cos gonna countdown to NEW YEAR! haha. might be gg esplande? YeaYea! so excited can. anyone wanna join us? feel free to join us for this GREAT TIME! haha!! but anyway. im wondering sth. does everyone know what is Christmas all about? i believe all e Christian should know. but does everyone know why does ppl wanna cele x'mas? and don u think that only x'mas have e MOST ppl who cele? im wondering does everyone know. actually x'mas is Jesus' Birdae! x'mas is about giving and receiving. x'mas is all about sharing Love to others. and yea. Jesus is so Great! so awesome den everything. He's our Prince of Peace, Our Light, Our Everything. see, so great yea? x'mas! and i LOVE x'mas! cos is Jesus Birdae! Yea!

Hmms. and yea lor. dono i should say time passes real fast or slow? soon 2007 is gg to pass away. eh, i mean gg to end le. and next wk is 2008! i cant believe it! its like a wind just blow pass me? and my nitec in ITE gonna graudate le. so next yr will be HIGHER NITEC. *im confessing By Faith ar cos i haven take my result yet (: and yea. say until result. i gonna get my result real soon! on 31Dec! can u imagaing that? 31Dec get result? cher tell us that if ur result is good, u can go cele BUT if ur result not good u can CRY! so yea. im waiting for my result. (:

Hmms. today is e 1st svc for X'mas. at expo! e drama was alright. was rather great! but i prefer last year de. last year was rather awesome! seriously. i don catch e ball for this year de. but its alright. e drama was still awesome. i like e part with e candlelight!! e presense was so strong. (: but most imptly is e frens' savlation!! really thank God for e frens salvation. thank God for all e fren who have give their heart to Jesus Christ. Our Prince of Peace! (: anyway. more to go! seeing all e frens getting save. one by one. wow! and God's Presense is SO strong in e hall until they even wept! so awesome! Jesus is our Peace!

Hmms. but anyway. wanna say thank you so much, guyz. for being there for me! seriously. u guyz really touched me alot. some know that im sick. and haven recover yet. no voice. talk also cant talk properly, ppl also cant hear properly. irriating den always need to repeat. =X but anyway. im feeling quite betta le. Thank You guyz for e concern. (: i'll be alright. will be Healed in Jesus Name! and dono why today sud my gastric is back again. oh no! seriously. super pain! pain till i really wanna cry! seriously. but i bear w it! public, no crying pls! but nvm. BUT i got eat lehs. budden i dono how come liddat. seriously. i dono my body. i really dono.

hmms. seriously. but thanks Daniel for dono go where and buy me hot MILO! so sweet of him. seriously. and chee san and aunty ruby for e gastric medincine! seriosuly, w/o em ard, think i could have been fainted at e crowd and been sent to hospital le. opps! haha, anyway. after drinking all e hot milo and medicine. and go toilet vomit out. im feeling much much betta le! seriously! THANKS! brothers and sista! and haha. also YuPing!! i'll try to go see doc if im not ok by next week. alright? haha. don worries. seriosuly. Thank u guyz for ur concern. and yea. so everyone take cares alright. and yea. gonna take cares of myself too. i promise. and yea. lookign forward to x'mas eve. gonna go countdown w them le! haha! waiting... haha! (: alright. i shall stop here le. *nites Beloved!

Hmms. HEY! Thanks for everyone concern even thou im still not alright. become worst i guess. got voice become no voice. so betta don call me and hear my "beautiful" voice. so jialat. very xin ku la. wanna bang on e wall. no medicine can cure. only water. i don think water can cure also lor. and do u think im that kind of person that drinks loads of plain water? haha! but anyway, i din went for work today. its my 1st day of work! but its alright. anyway. i'll try to drink MORE water den to eat more those not suppose to eat de.

Hmms. den ytd went fellowshipping w Terry PaPa and Daniel! haha! its was great! and ya Kim is gonna say one more time that "KIM LOVES FELLOWSHIP!" thanks so much for e time we had even thou there was only 3 ppl and e time is short but i really appreciation it! and we share sth. terry asked 'what do we fear of?' and yea, we'll sharing and yea i feel that everyone sure have 'some fear in their life de. and after everything we acc daniel to PS. and me and Terry Papa left to queenstown de ikea to meet rae and gangs. and yea, listen up! Thank God Terry acc me go to meet them. and yea. during e bus journey, we share alot.

Hmms. and i feel that terry give me a 'papa love'. and thanks Terry for always there w me! and thanks everyone too, thanks for e Love u have pour upon me. and in my blog song, "You are my all in all". its a very nice song. i Love it loads. and yea. sud e Loves of my daddy God is here. sud i feel that even no one Love me, My Heavenly Father Love me. He cares for me. some may know i feeling empty, im feeling trouble, i feeling down but this song really make my tears flow down from my eye. really. When i fall down, He pick me up! When i weak, He is strong. when i've no strength, He piggyback me. He's my treasure in My Heart. and i always wan a Earthly Father's Love but i know it will never come to pass. even have no earthly father's Love, can i have Motherly's Love? can i know this two things will never come to pass. BUT i know one thing JUST ONE THING. that my Heavenly Father's Love is HERE w me! Thank You, Daddy God! *thanks for shower me w ur Loves.*

Hmms. arg! TerribleTerribleTerrible!!! im SUPER sick. seriously. my worst ever illness ever. Fever decrease le BUT flu is making me worst, but wait. somemore not those normal normal flu. but my nose is stuck! and there's blood in my flu. and u imagaing?? its like so er xin. and its yellow colour w blood?? Sorry, im not trying to be er xin but arg! ALL THANKS TO ME!! and it overheaty le! oh my. starting work, today!!!! and guess what e time now? its 5:17AM! starting work at 9am!! God, really need ur strength! and i slept at 2AM. wake up cos of e flu. i really need a Healing RIGHT NOW. and it making my troat even pain. Oh God! and im thinking whether of gg to work. its my 1st day of work lehs! and x'mas is just a few days ahead. what can i do. who ask me don take care of my body?

and i have prob when i wanna talk. cos i cant breathe thru my nose den have to use my mouth to breathe so aiyo dono how to say. and overall is super xin ku. and den, my mum din even know that im sick. she din even know that i've a fever for e past few days. she tot i've a normal flu. den everytime i got flu, she'll say 'throw away ur hellokitty la'. den i was like, NO! cos my hellokitty got those 'mao mao' de ar. den my nose and my eye very sensitive de. kill me also wont throw. haha!

and i also have prob sleeping again. dono why. this few days or rather last week and this week. didnt slept well cos got Breakaway Camp and This week Chalet mahs. and didnt sleep well and den now at home sleep late wake up super early and now also. ok ar, i didnt slept well think is cos sometime i was thinking about sth only but sometime really cant sleep. hmms. den liddat lor. 2 more hrs to work. 9am-530pm! i dono how i gg to push on. But i know one thing, He's with me!!!

Hmms. HEY! wah! sians. im down w fever, flu, headache and sore troat!! sians! during chalet, i fall sick. so sians can. but still, i still went to cycle, eat chips chips, eat cup noodle, eat chocolate, eat this and that!! wahhah! shiok man! but Peiqi was cute. haha. she don let me eat, den she say if i eat den need to drink more water. haha! cute lor she. haha! thanks for concern! but anyway. had chalet past few days. and its was kinda bored!! inside e room do nth, sleep, watch tv, play uno! haha! my 1st ever boring chalet! cos my family left le den left me and my frens so yea lor. wanna go www but one of them cant cos we never go. so in e end go cycle. and my 'pi gu' pain! haha! cos long time never cycle le. =X

Hmms. but anyway. now fall sick. its terrible! so xin ku. eat 3 pandadol le. still not ok. bluff me de lor. den my body don feel comfortable. dono why. i think i know why le. cos i very long never sleep at my own bed le. that why liddat. haha. btw, guess what. i really miss my baobei kitty. haha! think they miss me too! =D but anyway. gonna rest well. lets all i can say. now my body is like burning. can cook egg le. but think tmr will be alright le bahs. cos He's Healer! =) so yea lor.

Hmms. haha. btw, x'mas is reaching. so happy! haha. gonna receive present! haha. but most imptly is not e present but is Jesus' Birdae! Yea! but anyway. Dear Santa Claus, i do not ask much. but i wish to have a new bag, a belt, a dress, tops, a pair of shoe, a watch and MP3 and i wanna reborn my hair!! and yea. or those can use de. not like put there nice nice de. alright? haha! aiyo. alright alright ar. i shall end here le. haha.

Hmms. Morning! its gg to 10am now. so early wake up, haiis. i also dono why. u ask my body. but i slept at 3 ytd. *tired. and later gg to Chalet! sure never sleep de. but its alright ar, cos i nowsaday dono why. i don sleep well. e old prob is back again? cos last time i always have this kind of prob. sleep late wake up early or i can stay in my bed for 3 hr den also cant sleep. den i was like, God. i wanna sleep. You're my Peace, i can find rest in You! but its alright ar. i still look crazy ytd even thou im tired! haha! but not that crazy as sat. ytd was an great fellowship again!

hmms. i really thank God for everything that He've place into my Life. ya, even thou there might be loads of things poping up and i use to blame God. Daddy God, why issit liddat? why u wanna place all this into my life. im tired, Daddy God. You don Love me at all. things are happening like nobody business. i kinda lost but i lift everything that is happening right now into His Lovelys Hand. someone told me before that 'instead of thinking all e things that are happening why not think of all e 'good things' God have done for me. ' and yea. so i thank God for e Brothers and Sista in my life.

Hmms. so yea lor. so wanna tell all my brothers and sista who saw this entires. whatever things happening now in your life or in e CG or anything. Just don think of it and "FORGIVE AND FORGET". i know its hard but lets try. and i use to struggle also. its very 'xin ku'. until now i still struggling but i know i can make it. and sometime i told God that Yes, i know e future, e great things u have for me and im gonna shine for You! but another moment, its turn to 180degree. den i gave up!. and negative toughts pop in my mind and i'll say negative things and now all i need to do is "JUST STUP UP!". Pst preach ytd. so Just stup up, alright? and yea lor.

Hmms. got chalet later. lets have fun bahs. go WWW scream all i can!! haha! and tell u all sth. i began to kinda like my hair now le. i wanna reborn!! Blessing?? i don mind. haha! and yea. X'mas is reaching!! HALLELUJAH!! present is on e way too! haha. wanna sit back and relac to receive present. wanna know what i wan mahs? haha! no ar, joking de. its doesnt matter cos it Jesus' Birdae not my birdae. but also i'll doesnt wan to recieve only. but i wanna bless it to others too! be a blessing to others. (:

Hmms. haha! Yea! Amen! Hallelujah! Praise e Lord! haha! think YuPing is gonna kill me if she saw this or rather she wont wanna read on le. haha! alright alright. anyway. i've FUN today! went fellowship w my dearest YuPing, Daniel, Terry PaPa and James. and yea, went to HK cafe after our hair cut. Thank You Terry PaPa and James for waiting for us. know we'll super late and u guyz were hungry. but both of u waited for us for dinner. *touched! Thank You so much! and yea! thanks for e fellowship too. but wait ar. im alright ar. i got nth wrong. im still e Kim that u guyz know last time. haha! and yea, not cos of i go BREAKAWAY CAMP or cut short+long hair den liddat de ar. just that i feel that instead of emo why not be a HAPPY kim. so that ppl will be HAPPY too. =)

Hmms. and yea. talking about cutting hair, went to cut my hair w YuPing and Daniel today! haha! they're super CUTE. and when i was cutting my hair, they will taking pic. and i cant stop daniel mahs cos im cutting hair. den when yuping turn, daniel took her pic. and when daniel turn, we took his pic! haha! wanna see e pic? go to either Daniel or YuPing blog. haha! its really very funny. and yea, i cut my hair and yea. i personally feel that abit diff. they took e pic. got side got front got back. and i was like, he~llo! hair only mahs. haha! but anyway. Daniel was super funny. cos i not use to it den i kept touching my hair den he keep helping me make back to e style. but i really seriously enjoy myself today. Daddy God, thank You for Blessing me all this Brother and sista in my life. and i told God that, im gonna release every hurt that i have into His Lovelys Hand, every hurts that i have, no one will understand but He Knows. Yes, Daddy God!

Hmms. yea. and i decide that i'll blog those Happy Happy into Blogspot. but those not really good de, i'll post it to wordpress instead cos there no one will go in. so no onw will know mahs. see, i clever hor. haha! anyway. yea lor. im so happy that i really can blog now. everyday u'll see Kim Blog le. haha! btw, my aunty bless me a Skinny Jeans and $10. AMEN! Thank God for e Blessing, seriously. for me is alot. yea. so yea lor. its getting le. have to wake up tmr for svc. =) have another great time of fellowshipping w em again!! yea!! Kim Loves Fellowship!!

Hmms. Hi, everyone! Im back. Yea, u din see wrongly. im indeed BACK! my com finally have it medicine after for so long. and yea! Praise e Lord! and my blogger finally have e 'sign in' box le. Thank You Jesus! and yea, let me cut short ar. cos im super tired. and i know some of u might be wondering why am i at home at this period of time. actually i should be at "Breakaway Camp" from thurs to sat de. but just a few hours ago, i got back from camp and yea, of cos sth happen if not i wont be gg home. and yea. that why im at home now. and please don ask me why. i don feel like saying or rather i doesnt know how to ans e question, seriously. But i have FUN still even thou i stay for close to 2 days camp. its was kinda fun ar. BUT e section was more POWERFUL. Pst preach a very awesome word! and His Presence was super strong in e audi! and yea. i enjoy myself there still even thou 'sth' happen. but its alright! cos Everything gonna be alright!! and ya lor, i'll miss e last day of e camp!

Hmms. and im super tired now cos got camp mahs. eye is closing and my stomach is calling. im super hungry now. =X cos i din eat dinner just now. so yea lor, but its alright. tmr den eat. must bear. BUT, this is e result that will end me up w Painful Gastric. so cannot follow me ar. nowsaday, my gastric come like no body business liddat. but its alright. Bear w it. eat Pandonal lor. =)

Hmms. anyway. i doesnt know what is happening. again and again. HEY! im sick of it le. im tired of it le. can i just go bang e wall instead? seriosuly. don wish to mention but things have been happening. how i wish everything will not happen. imaging God never create "CeLeste Heng Kim Hong" into e world. imaging that everything is gg so smoothly for her. But things are not so easy as what u guyz think. at times i may be so hungry for God, but after a while, my heart turn to 180degree that a heart doesnt know what to do or rather SIN again God or rather a gal that find no purpose in her life even thou she have Christ in her. but every little thing is gonna be alright ar!

Hmms. and really wan to thanks Daniel, Tang HuiLing and YuPing. You guyz are so beautiful in my life. my encourager, my Love, my secret, my brothers and sista, my puzzle. its just like my everything. and i pray that nth will ever pop out again. and after all e suitation, i believe that we'll grow more stronger in e Lord! and yea. we Lift everything upon God le. He'll Take Cares of it!!

Hmms. Hello!! Everyone! Sorry ar. Kim went MIA le. so yea, i know u guyz "miss" me. *opps. BHB. but anyway. my com still not alright yet so now im at my aunty house. i've been MIA for 1 mth le. den at home so sians cannot MSN, friendster and blog. sians. but anyway. nvm ar, i never use com for 1mth le. so yea lor. And pass few weeks was quite alright ar. last week got exam, and yea! Finally, Thank You Jesus! for me was quite alright ar. But lets wait for e result. i do my best and God will do e rest! Amen!

Hmms. also past few weeks. i know some of us may feel sth wrong or anything. But wanna say to all my Brothers and sista in Christ that no matter what lets cling on! and NEVER backslide or any negative toughts. beloved. You guyz mean everything to me. i told Yuping and daniel ytd that. "we're just like a pic of puzzle, if one pcs of e puzzle is lost is wont look prefect le." so seriosuly, You guyz are just like a FAMILY to me. no matter what happen now, i LOVE you guyz. But forgive me if i left w/o a word. and Thank You so much for all e fellowship. and i LOVE fellowship! had a great fellowship ytd w yuping and daniel. Thanks! w/o you guyz, i'll wont be here. or rather i wont be happy. so yea. Lets walk tgt and cling on tgt. And thanks Yuping for eveyrthing, my encourager. seriously. and thanks Daniel! but most of all. You guyz are just part of my life. and HuiLing, she knows my every secret. and Terry PaPa, Thanks even u're in army. and ya. THANKS! e puzzle(family) will never look nice w/o u guyz. and im trying to let go every prob that is affected me. im trying. i told God that i lift up everything into His Lovely Hand, and He will take cares of it de.

Hmms. and yea. till here. i shall stop everything. and TakeCares everyone. i wonder when is e next time i'll be online le. so yea. TakeCares! and i LOVE you guyz. <3