Hmms. arg~! Quick post before it turning to 12am! before e clock turn into 12am sharp. i don wanna to be emo for just on 12AUG! i'll kill myself if im. don spoilt my own mood. arg~! im here to bomb everything OUT! i couldnt take it anymore. no more!! all i wan is to LEAVE. i dislike every single night. i hate nights time e most. YES, e most! is that really e real person. tap and tap tears flowing out. and im returning back to e old kim. and i hate it! do u think i like? oh man, no one will ever like it. and i regret of asking, i regret of telling, i regret of saying. but i don intend to tell anyone. why don i just walk away in slient mood. w/o anyone knowing. and totally gone, disappear. forever disappear. i cant find back kim. how to move on, how to cont to go on w a life liddat? i hate kim. out of e sudden, i cant find anyone who i can turn to. scroll down and down my contact from 'A-Z', no one, just no one who i can press a 'dial'. but e one who is not in my contact came into my mind but how to go and find him? HOW? but im sorry to him if thats was really my 1st and last visit. and i doesnt know do i make anyone sad by doing e wrong decision im planning to do?