Hmms. woah~ another day have pass. svc was great! always and always, its so great. word was good. super good. but im upset about sth. why? does e Word really so bored until can felt asleep, until some can become like 'strengthless'? i dono. if u think im talking about u means u, if not mean not u lor. its ur heart, u see. *are u treasuring and respecting e word of God or rather Pst? Pst is flying here and there and we wont be seeing him every wk u see. and we must show him respect by sitting up straight and not those 'bo chap attiude'. im just disappointed.

Hmms. oh man! =.= many days didnt work le. and im starting work again. tell u, its really feel good that when im not working. but e moment i think of work, sians. work is a killer to my everything. but this is e only way. i did imaging when i stop working, think i'll just jump off e sea. Yes, and i will. but think its bcos im studying and working at e same time right now so i'll feel tired and stuff. and have been negected my studies, no time to study or anything. poor studies. but nvm, i've no interest in my studies anw since e day i work le. and its really slowly one day follow by one day, studies is decreasing. but if no work, i think i'll concenrate on my studies even more BUT no way i gonna quit my work.

Hmms. anw. yea lor. was thinking loads of things. this and that, that and this. and e conclusion is ...... end up, im e one who is facing everything and Yes, im tired. but one thing i know that He's w me. how i wish He can come and bring me to His side. and w Him i'll have e Love, protection and care. and everything gonna be so peaceful. wow. so amazing. and yea, in e end. im e one who gonna make e decision to move on and stay on. but e moment i begin to see myself, a diff me. wow. But just like what Pst preach today, e devil will give u another vision. irriatating devil. go away la. devil, u think u very cool ar, u come near me i box u to farfar away den u know.

Hmms. again and again. God, are u promting me about my calling? today 3 ppl ask me about my calling. and i was like what?? what u said? Yea, i wanna. But... i know i gonna paid e Price. scarfice! Yes, i did imaging and i like wow. But i just don dare to think of it when i see of right now. i rather God will use a betta person den me? but anw. woah~ sth just brighter up CELESTE's day. got my new "OM" Card. its super solid nice can, pink colour de leh, ok la, to me its pink. i was shock and i was like hmms?? seriously, that card really make my day. i still rmb, that day when i being promoted by God. wow. looking back. wow wow wow!! now my next aim- MM! woah~ 'NO BUTs!'

*Even storms and mountain tremble, i'll stand w You.