Thursday, July 17, 2008 @12:30 AM
Hmms. oh man! Kim wants to CRY le la! cannot take it! listen up, not bcos she's emo. everyday i really dragging myself to sch. if i know i should have not go to HNitec. what's e prob right now? i really dono. izz bcos of my work. yea. i can say that mostly is bcos im working right now so i don have e chance to study much. and i'll faint la, after work i alrdy so Tired le den get home alrdy so late, i really have no mood to study. and i really wanna cry le. and ppl was asking me to quit my work, and my ans to them is 'NONO!' i wont quit if i quit how? but u think i'll really wan to work? if i'll given a choice, i'll choose not to work cos its really tired and it'll for sure affect ur studies de.
Hmms. look at me right now. im in e midst of really crying out le. i cant imaging if i never work. den i'll be staying at home 24/7, never go out, so don need waste transport fee. arG~! what to do?? it is proven that it affect my studies le. work is a devil to my studies. and now its only e 1st term of e course, and seem like im dying soon. i cant imaging if i really drop out e sch. really, pls don imaging w me. cos i know everyone will ask me to cont de. and 1% will support me cos they fall under e caterory of 'thinking of quitting sch'. now HNitec cant le, i can don dream of gg oversea to study le. or rather say poly 1st. Yea, my dream is to go to oversea to study since young but now, ha~! think also don think about it. rubbish! and i gonna say one thing now, 'KIM IS NOT GG TO FURTHER HER STUDIES ANYMORE, *if wonders really happen, u can smile if she will to graudate from HNitec 1st'. if not, HA~! i really gonna think loads loads before i really make FINAL decision and no one can stop me if i'll to make e FINAL decision.
*Let Your strength guide my feet.