Hmms. today no work. kinda feel so happy cos 1st time since i start working i've been working mon tues fri non-stop but now. tues never work, fri not working also cos got cgm. and really ar. feel so u know u know. and of cos i din waste my free tues, went out w 3 guyz, 3 bro. met Ed and Joel 1st and went to eat swenson ice-cream, feel so happy. craving for ice-cream. and after that went to meet my MISSED PaPa Terry. and had fun thou and ate too much today! cannot cannot. MUST STOP eating!

Hmms. but also, heard a bad news or rather a good news. dono whether want to cry or smile, seriously. i do not know what to say. i feel sad, real sad. know that we cant always be tgt. sure gonna leave each other someday. and one by one is leaving, seeing those who totally leave and not coming back, make me even more sad. and those who are not same cg as me. but all i can is to still cont e race lor. but im really sad. seriously. i can say he is e one in e cg who im close w. still rmb e 1st time i went in and he's e one who talk to me. and when im down or anything, he is e one who knows it. and he is e one who encourage me alot alot more den others. and i really dono what to say. but i believe he is gg to grow stronger den eva and gonna shine for Jesus ever more. and now i doesnt know who to turn to le. its like so werid. but its alright, still e same Heavenly Father, same church BUT u know u know. i thank u for all e memories.

Hmms. alrights bah. sorry everyone for being so "EMO". no, actually im not emo lor. dono who say i emo de. im alrights de ok. arG~! nvm. anw, today went to not really say 'shopping' ar. arG~! wanna buy this and that. but all i want is "IPOD TOUCH!' saw it ar Harvey Norman, oh man! its like so ""cheap"" can. but i gave up, cos i really cant afford. its like my one mth paid also cannot reach lor. saw it at 400++ but they said Sim Lim sell more cheaper. but think think ar, if use my paid hor, den fainted lor. but nvm ar. don buy ar cos its my 'wants' not needs. BUT I REALLY WANTS IT NAH! lalala. IPOD TOUCH or PSP? ah bush~ stop it. nvm. not mine means not mine. don urgue. but i know one thing is mine, is myself! aiyo. nvm ar.

Hmms. today my bro's birdae. opps. wanna buy cake for him actually but sad he gonna work and if i really buy and its so werid cos i never ever in my life buy cake for him de. but nvm ar, he got GF le. wonder what his gf buy for him. haha, im not kpo alrights. but haha! 4 more wks! woah~ just 4 more wks. im not excited! nvm ar. National Day also reaching le. and means hols is coming. and means i gonna work more. and means i gonna get more paid. and means my bank is increasing just one time and decreasing super fast? but nvm. nvm de. arG~! anw, tmr sch. so sians. nvm. (:

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