*every night before going to sleep. i'll look up e skies. and i miss my dad. really. i really miss him. i miss him more den everyone else. how i wish i can just hug him right now. i need him. i want him. everytime looking back, just tears. i rmb everything. he piggy-back me down e lil hill on our way back home, brought me his fav kfc wagges, bring me to here and there. but seeing him w all e suffering, its really break my heart. really. im afraid. really afraid. but one thing i thank God that if i go Heaven, i can ensure that he'll be there. but can i turn back to e past? if i can rewind back to e past and i'll just hold him tight. but now i cant. if i'll to say, i only have 12 more hrs to live, and e only person i really wanna see is him. i rmb his face and everything. and just wanna say, "PAPA, I MISS YOU and MOST OF ALL I LOVE YOU!" i regreted i din say this to him. everynight i just wish he will come and take me away from where im now.