Hmms. woah~ today went Seoul Garden w all e U.R.S ladies. haha. not really all ar. some of us. had a fun and great day w em. and of cos e 'makan', i fainted half way thru e meal. and everyone was like saying 'Kim, u eat so less only den u Full alrdy?' waste money. But i really SUPER Full till i stood up running here and there to help em take food and make my own dessert. *Yummy. and i drank loads of Tom Yum soap. even Yummy thou werid! and i gonna tell u that i wont be gg there anymore or rather 10 years 1 time ar. and oh man! everyone come out, wah. cannot take it. e smile stick to us. and 1st thing in my mind is "PREFUME". at that time just feel like gg home and Bath but too bad, gonna rush off to CGM. (: and so irritating, e smell stick to me everywhere i go.

Hmms. and yea, of cos, CGM is great and awesome. don have word but kinda of PM. woah~ can sense e breakthru gonna happen soon. Yes, and it SOON. arent u excited? Prayers doesnt works when we do not have Faith. Prayers only works when we begin to have Faith. Just a mustard seed will do and we can move every mountian that is infront of us! and Hunger! impt impt. and our MINDSET! this word have been inside my mind for long. "a positive man thinks positive thoughts. a negative man thinks negative thoughts. Our thinking is within our control if we say we can means we can, no mean no. so Our ans is Yes or No? and e prob is if our thinking is negative are we gonna stay negative always or are we gonna chn? and a Positive thinking need Faith to believe." so in short is 'ME MYSELF and I' or rather 'YOU YOURSELVE and YOU.

Hmms. ahdui~! doesnt know what to say. actually. today is a very not bad day for me. didnt feel anything asin emo or whateva ar just feel kinda relac lor. but everything turn my mood away cos of someone. she always w/o fail turn off my mood. i just wish to leave this place ASAP. e only way i can go is HEAVEN. and e only person who i can really turn to is my Daddy God. He understand how i feel. He know what is in my Heart. He knows my everything. But God, im wondering, why why why? i doesnt feel like gg on But its You who let me have e Hope and Peace. i just wish that You'll come down and bring me up to be with u. i don wish to say much about this le. just feel so upset and blahblah! i wondering 'am i really her ??????' arG~! nvm. tired but He's my Strength. sometime i just wish there's someone who is on earth to Love, Care, Concern for me, and yes. indeed there is and e person is none other den my AH MA and my aunties!

*with You, i never be alone.