Hmms. woah~ after 3 weeks, finally got BS. went for my make-up for FT1-Lesson 1. haha. finally completed my FT1 but haven take quiz but im so happy. finally, after so 9876543210 i completed my FT1, still got FT2 ar. (: and yea, of cos its awesome again. learn so much. its just so awesome. my foundation. wanna blog about it, a new revelation to me. But in short is 'no matter what happen, my Promise w God that i will NOT leave Him'. be it frens or any one who have hurt or anything, my walk w Him will sure cont till e day i die. "how strong is my foundation? if a super solid wind just blow by will i fall or i'll cont standing down there?" yea, again and again, got stupid thoughts of leaving here and there but hey devil! i wont let u catch me. u wanna catch me, tkk! u come near me, i box u!

Hmms. woah~! anw anw. i wont be working until next mon. aiyo. sad and happy at e same time. happy cos can don work but sad bcos no paid of cos. but still Thank God. and yea. today at work receive some calls and msg, sians alot. see and listen alrdy make me don wanna work, but end up leave work early just to get some stuff but in e end never get. arg~! was rather dono what to say ar. but nvm ar. past alrdy. but anw, thanks bro ED for e HELLOKITTY's pokky biscuit and STARBUCKS! woah~ guess what, thats my dinner. =D serious. and i know, u're waiting for my ice-cream right. don tell me u wan ah pek's ice-cream? =D

Hmms. and yea. Thank God for strength, super sleepy in e morn butbut "e Joy of e Lord is my Strength!" i prayed a short prayer and im not tired le. woah~ and hor. aiyo. today stomach and head not feeling well also. so went to toilet quite a few times lor. and hor, clever kim still eat TOM YUM magiee mee for lunch. haha! but nvm ar. by Faith ar. (: but anw. yea lor. i forgot what to blog le. and yea, AUG is reaching! is ard e corner ar. super impt mths. cos its spore birdae mah. and aiyo. its Joanne's birdae too! (: ahdui, not sure whether wanna take off mah. if i don take off, think ALOT ppl will come kill me.

Hmms. and arg~! im still struggling w some things. but i can choose to just stop what im doing right now and just leave. or rather i'll say, i'll just leave but i wont leave God. everyweek still go into God's of Presence. but i think i've given up alrdy. im just tired of calling and msging em. all i wan is to serve Him, thats all. but its seem like all has broken into pieces. which they broke it. and even ppl who is closest w u, may seem to hurt u. im wondering when does it gonna stop?

*i'll follow You. i'll follow You.