Arg~! i dono anyone got this kind of feeling before. ~feel like crying but there's no tears. (xiang ku you ku bu chu lai). u know u know. this kind of feeling. a kinda werid feeling. so werid till im lost in my heart. so werid till i myself doesnt know what is gg on. so werid till i doesnt feel like gg anywhere. just wanna close my eye, that all. it could be great if i can rest in Peace. every morn im afraid to wake up, wake up and its like do everything all over again. round and round. never ending. but what am i on earth for? e ans i know myself. Darkness may come, Trial seem so long. how i wish, You can just bring me straight to You, beside You. but i know it will never easy.

*You're e Light that i depend on.