Hmms. YeaYea. im back. alrights. i'll try to stop 'im back'. (: Yea, so im back to blog le. so yea. its has been a long time since i blog. during this 21days, there's ups and downs, sad and happy, disappoinment and excitement, tears and tears w joy. dono how to say leh. i just doesnt know how to say. u know u know. how i wish. nono. im not emoing but really i doesnt know how to put it into words. im just stuggling w sth. arg! but nvm, no one will understand.

Hmms. anw. Yea. times really flys. haha! im wondering what am i doing this 21 days w/o using msn etc. and e ans are work. i've been working when my hols start. and ya, tiring? yes, of cos will. but what keeps me gg to work is 'money'. if no money how can i get e Guess wallet right. Thank God they having promotion right now so i brought it quite a reasonable price. haha. and buy this and that. and im looking forward to my June paid. woah~ what im buying next? of cos not LV or Gucci. i cant afford, thou its nice but wait till im fully working and im not into it. but also. must save money, cos paid come and go. must pay this and that, so irritating cannot really buy what i wan cos paid here and there paid till no more.

Hmms. and ar. i dono what to write le leh. i only know i wanna vomit. eat too much. anw anw. get my result for AFD, i get 'A'. woah~! indeed God is good. 4 person got 'As' and im one of them! but im waiting for my BFD result. Mr Hari don wanna tell us. i pray that i can get 'A' also. He said everyone did well so mean i have very low chance to get 'A'. ): nono. arg! and sch is alrights alrights ar. don wish to say what happen so yea. its makes me don feel like gg. arg, whateva! =.=

Hmms. was thinking thru during this 21days also ar. im stuggling w sth that i've been stuggling for so long. what am i doing? 2 years plus le. what have i been doing really. Hunger and Desire before Him. i only have one life, what can i do for Him? i let Him down always. i disappoint Him. i make Him sad. will i be seen by Him even when im in e middle of e crowd where no one can see me. will He hold my hands when im reaching out to Him? will He push me away when im running towards Him? i dono. i really dono. i wanna serve Him for all eternity but what am i doing?

*You're e Love in my Life.