Hmms. oh gosh~ one sentence affect me alot alot. "should i cont my studies or give up?" i get affected by it super loads. just one sentence i can dwell w it for just 2 days. gosh~ i tell myself NOT TO THINK of it le but i cant, it just came into my mind. den its like i tell myself 'ok, im gonna quit sch! set!' and yea, of cos alot of u will ask me not to but there is only one person who say can that is e person who ask me this question lor. if both add tgt of cos both will agree and say "Lets Quit!". what should i do now? if i really give up, i think he'll be disappointed and also i think he'll say "u've grow up, so u can decide".

Hmms. stupid devil! nowsaday happen alot of things. and devil attack me thru this negative thoughts. can u imaging that i even tot "why it couldnt be me?" why bad things happen to good ppl? one of my member met w an accident and its was so serious, was knocked down by BUS. and we'll so super worries. and ytd night, we kept praying and praying. and Thank God, he is quite alrights le and his condition is stablize le. Hopefully he'll wake up ASAP by this few days. and i believe God hears our Prayers and he'll be heal in e Name of Jesus! Bro, You'll be fine,You must Pull thru! You'll have complete Healing de! we'll pray for a breakthru for u!

Hmms. and again. stupid thoughts enter. sud i feel so stress den ever before. studies make me stress and wanna give up, got test past few days and guess what, i score super badly for e test. i cant memorise or understand anything. *Craps! that why im thinking of quitting sch instead. and i've lost e faith that i'll score well for my exam in 12June. and every morn i've to drag myself to sch even thou i doesnt feel like gg. and feel so sleeply during lesson. *CrapsCraps. and beside this also have that. don wanna mention it but someone knows what issit. it really not easy to be. need commitment and blahblah. and im on e way to giving up le. so stress and sad and everything. how i wish i can just shut my fone for one day, one day will do. but e one who i'll disappointed will be Him. in e end, im really sorry for any decision that i've made. but i think i've to wait for someone to rise up den i can step down.

*Just one touch from You.