Hmms. One Bright Morning, but while im bathing. e cloud changes dark. it liink to one phrase "things will just change so sudden". in everything. in life, in mood, in emotional or even e ppl ard us. i notice that ppl will change for sure. and i notice very obviously. e person who have changed doesnt know whether he/she have changed, only e person who is not e person see e changes. im down, im disappointed by somethings or rather someone(s). i dono how to say but just sad and quite burden. as i think of it, i could just tear it. i really dono what is gonna happen. i don dare to think of it. and also liink to another phrase, "don be so close to someone, i rather be a stranger den to be close to". and yea, some people can be close, but some people cant, it'll hurt u more and more.

Hmms. nowsaday kept listening to worship song. and every song i hear, i brusting out my tears. can i have more of Him? Can i desire More of Him? i really need Him more den anything else. i can just don wan anything but Him. wonder here and that. Do He hear my cries when i cry out to Him? Does He see my Hands when i lift my hands up to Him? im hungry but yet i just feel that i din have e hunger more! im Burden but yet i never do anything. What can i do so that i can stay in His Presence forever. and yea, thou i can feel that im closer to Him as day goes by BUT i just WANT HIM EVEN MORE! Can You see my Heart? i doesnt want to tear even when im Praising You. But i wan to tears cos that Your's Presence!

*Lord, im Crying out for MORE and MORE of YOU!