Hmms. and finally. can settle down and blog! *but be prepare, don regret if u gonna read this post cos its my longest post eva. don fall asleep while reading. =D hmms. anw. actually im not busy but only lazy and tired. Busy was just an excuse. so yea. excuses is no good. :x till now, im tired. burned out. no matter how long i sleep also tired. ytd slept 130am-11am but still tired. 10hrs still not enough. maybe i can sleep forever and don wake up. good idea! :x i know someday i'll burn out by my work and studies. but sorry to someone, i know what im doing, i know u're concern about me but this is e only way that i can find. to work after my sch. i promise i'll not over burned myself.

Hmms. but anw. Yuzhen is away for one week. and yea. She'll be back tmr but to be exact is later, 1130pm! and cgm was awesome too. Presense of God was super Solid Strongy. and today svc was awesome too. Mother's Day. if only my mum were there. e drama was super touched. and everything was touched. but im waiting for Father's Day! im imgaing if only my dad is there on Father's Day plus my bro. it'll be great. i tears badly when i imaging that but i know things will never be back again.

Hmms. and yea. Sch was still alright! but fri AFD exam was CRAZY. i wanna cry. crazy exam. think is e cher set wrong question. stupid! arg! think its hard to get full marks le! *scream! think everyone cant get e $700! aiyo. e question must have sth wrong la. but anw, past le. now is BFD. another dono how to say module. need to use brain. more on theory de module. sians. im not that good in memorising, ok? really need God's wisdom le. and yea. my cca. not vball le. still not cfm in mah. if cfm le will tell u all de. (: anw. i wanna go HongKong Exchange Programme by sch! but need interview and blah. but most impt is $$. 1st thing is that! got such a thing that is free? someone bless me go if i can go? *sot. who on e earth will bless me go beside God? wonder how much issit. but if i really go hor, it'll be for 4 or 5 mths i'll be away from spore. cool man! but i really wanna go but go there not hols only ar, need study and exam de. :x but it'll be even cooler if i can go w my clicks that im w now.

Hmms. and thurs went for swimming le. so CMI. have to go for e rest of e 10 lesson. =.= but haha, i din drowned cos i hold on to e thing. and i din even manage to touch e floor. and i was like panic! howhowhow! i sians alot of ways leh. i cant imaging for e rest of e 10 lesson. what if after 10 lesson i still dono how to swim?

Hmms. and yea. was talking w someone while back home today. was talking about why does some ppl only talk about themselve but they don allow others to talk? but wait wait, no ofference! :x what they talk is all about themselve. CMI! and i really don like. asin i can listen and of cos i'll be happy if u tell me more about urself BUT not everytime that i don have chance to speak about myself. don wish to mention e names. and i really pray that i'll have more paitient to hear. but what i do normally is here in and there out but i'll keep it in my heart if thats is impt. imaging e whole journey or in e fone only that person speak. cant imaging. ok, don imaging. but nvm.

Hmms. and yea. Camp X is ard e corner! i wanna go for e camp BUT on that week i still on sch and is my exam week. so arg! why such a nice timing? but i told my CA le but he actually don allow me to go but i say to him 'cher, let me go, i promise i'll study and score well and blah..' and we talk talk den he say ok but he say 'if u didnt score well, u've to repent of e rest of ur life'. den i was like, wah cher! budden i din tell him is Church camp den he knows. But this cher alrdy pass le but only another cher whether she allows mah. but im afraid she'll not allow cos is quite impt module. so i dono what to do really. but i really wanna go. How How How? God! aiyo. if i really go e camp, 3 days i never go sch but cher say must give MC but no sick how to give, i also cannot fake go see doc mah. aiyo. i dono! *confussing!!

*Dwelling in Your Presense is all i wanna.