Hmms. woah~ LaLaLa!!~ i wonder, God are u speaking to me again and again? asking me not to give up. today BS, again He spoke. but God, i really cannot take it le. i cracking my head soon. this is really e 1st and very time that i just feel like giving up my studies again and again. its getting harder and harder. life will never be easy, studies too. every morn have to drag myself to sch. tell u all one secret. i don feel like gg to sch tmr, 8am! and also got swimming lesson, i doubt i'll go. i mtg awesome to jog! Yea, its jogging in e stadium, no joke. serious.

Hmms. and im so looking forward to e day when im gg m'sia. cos i can hide there! hope i'll stay there as long as i can w my cousins. but my bro say go Genting. den my heart was like saying 'TKK, u pay ar?' aiyo. wherever e place is, i just wanna get out of this spore where no one can contact me. and still rmb my sch have e exchange programme. and i was so dumb that i didnt know that HongKong is in China. but anw, i really hope i can go ehh. can hide there even more, if able to go. will go ard 1 mth. but cher said only 1 person in every class in Biz Course can go only. and not only just fill in e form but need Interview. sians alot. cfm cant go de mah. its like 0.0001% de chances leh. they cfm will choose those good student.

Hmms. and im counting down to 'Camp X'. 9-11 June! and im surprise that my cher actually rmb it. and i must really die die must study super hard for my BFD le. i still rmb he said, 'make sure u study hard, if not u're gonna repent e rest of ur life'. but look now what happen, all e progress test, i did so badly until i need stay back next wk for lecture! :x sorry cher. haha! wo bu shi gu yi de ar. but i promise ar, e exam i'll score well for u to see! Lord, i dono what to do, But God. i wanna trust in You even thou im away for my lesson to go for e Camp. and i pray that You'll help me, Holy Spirit, Help me to rmb everything i have studies. and Kim gonna study for BFD le, no joke. cannot slack le. no time alrdy. ~Kim, c'mon! study hard before i beat ur backside or before i throw away all Your Hellokitty!

*Lets Your arms be my Shelter.