Hmms. woah~ think this week is gonna be packed again. its fully packed for all e day from morn till night. i don even have e time for myself to have a wonderful rest and stoned. and i realise that my body have becoming weak again. of cos i know well for my body but yet i didnt obey e doc. but i didnt care much cos now i just wanna to do i thing is to see him. to see him is my biggest wish. and after that i'll go and meet my Heavenly Daddy le.

Hmms. and yea. sun was Multipication Day for CG. its was awesome thou. its fun. i've enjoyed myself there. and yea, im sad also cos not same w some other ppl. i'll miss VERNON, GERMAINE, HUILING. this ppl i'll miss badly. w/o their laughter and encouargement i think i can go gong gong. (: But still thank God that we're still in e Same church, same zone, and most imptly is Same Heavenly Daddy! and yea, of cos my new CG is W469! oh well, everything is planned for a reason. (: so Lets walk tgt. alrights! *fotos will be up when im free.

Hmms. andand. oh craps! tmr got BFD test and yet im not yet study cos i got work and BlahBlah. but aiyo, excuses! and exam is coming le but seriously i really don have e heart to go study le. see words and words i can fainted. someone just asked me, "should i contiune to study or to work?" and i was like ehh.. should i stop studying also? stop studying and close my brain since got prob alrdy mah. and yea, im crazy and mad and stress over certain things. can i just close my hp and my house fone. so no one could ever find me. and there's only one time i never reply/ans call is when im working. or rather can i go for 'fone fast'? thats could be great, yea? just one day will do. sometime i don even dare to touch my hp or rather pick up call/sms from "some" ppl. if u want to talk im always happy to talk to u but im really scare and tired of all those things. somehow i wish to tell God that 'God, im really sorry and this is my ans.' and i'll just leave. But.. this is what my mind is thinking but my heart is a diff thing. do u understand what im saying?

*i cant go on w/o You ard me.