Sunday, April 27, 2008 @1:27 AM
Hmms. so tired but im still blogging. reached home at 12plus. amazing. today kinda of SOT le after all e
!@#$!@#$. so Kim is abit crazy or rather sometime i'll become crazy de. depends on who am i w and when issit and what time issit. and i just feel that im just using all this crazy to cover all my heartbrokeness and stuff. in another word, it another part of me. but im not as crazy as Golehmak! and im really shock by e mtg. not PM nah. to me is BIG. super BIG, i cant imaging. but one word to discrible my feeling, *broken. just like a pieces of glass has break down on e floor. but hope everything turn out fine. and yea, it'll be fine. and i believe all of u doesnt know what happen for sure but only Double C know what im talking about. and yea, don worries, my Double C, it'll be fine.
Hmms. and yea. now, half half im happy and sad. happy somehow cos of e plan that still can be tgt but somehow sad cos im thinking who can i relate to, *human will change. wait till e day come and i'll say. but i thank God for everything that is planned out. but at e same time when i think of it, i doesnt know why e fear is there. is this e plan that God has planned? one thing that came into my mind when i wake up is "that thing". whatever it is, Thank God. what i can do now, Pray! and yea, just like what i said, i do not know what will happen next but Lord, i just Trust You. i Trust that You'll have a betta and BEST plan for me! (:
*i Love You. and my Heart will follow wolly after You.