Hmms. i had an terrible feeling again. e day before ytd night and ytd and today. does e medicine really helps? i dono. maybe its help cos when i eat not really that bad but e sound is always there. but when i don eat, thats will be what happen to me, *Terrible feeling. haiis. But i realise sth, e medicine make me FAT! okok, i confess that i din had proper 3 meal and eat e medicine regulary. but e medicine really make me look FAT! don like it. *humph!. and ytd night, i dreamed that when i go back check up, e doc say 'im alright! completely alright le!'. well, sometime dream can be opp. what's mine?

Hmms. having BS later. and mtg Jiahui after my PowerHouse! Finally. after so long long, can meet JiaHui for dinner and go PowerHouse le! wonder how it will be like. i go alone. ): gonna go there and i cant imaging what God will speak to me. gg to tell Him all im sad about now. im Sad, totally sad. what to do? how? why?

*e feeling is terribe. will i be alright, FULLY? im tired of that irritating sound in my ear.