Hmms. Looking up to Heaven doesnt means "Emo". went PowerHouse ytd w Yuping. this time got accompany. Presense of God is still so Strongy. i told God in my midst of talking to Him. i told Him that 'if can, can i stay here forever in this place that feel so Peaceful, so Loves. and here only me and You and no one else." and yes, i really hope that is my home. where no one can find me.

i wonder why devil attack us thru our weakness point? on one side, wanna do great things for Him, and alrdy SET e goal and vision and cfm that decided to walk w Him no matter what. BUT devil come and attack us and hit us down. Just one Hit by a sentence, will fall. and e heart have a hole. not a small but a Big Hole. a Big Big Hole. commitment? decision? promise?

Daddy God, Let Your Peace come upon me. Pour down Your Healing Rain on me. Heal me on e inside out. Heal my heart that is w Hole. Heal my Giddyness. Heal my Headachness. Heal every discomfort in my body. my body is e temple of God. Holy Spirit live in me. and Lord, i want to keep it well. but Lord, im sorry that i didnt take care of it. Lord, i doesnt know what happen to my body. i doesnt know how long i still can live. But i have One Life, i want to Live it for You. whenever im afraid, i'll trust in You. Daddy God, rmb me.

*Nothing happen when You're w me.