Hmms. Oh no! think and think and still think im 'desperate' for sth. sth that me and u cant imaging. wait, know ur mind will be thinking of "HelloKitty and Mango" right, but no. its not that. of cos i cant say it out cos it too obvious but i know time will tell. (: but im more desire for His Presense overflowing me. im more desperate for on e walk w Daddy God. im more to His anointing to come upon me. His wisdom, His Peace, His Love, His Strength, His everything!

Hmms. and yea, "Multipication" is somehow a scary word or even a Joyful word to me. Scary bcos if u'll to sperate from ur loves one in e cg(my dearest ones, u know who u all are). but Thank God if really same cg w e person u want but its impossible. or rather u can say that if u can choose who u wan to be tgt in e CG but God gonna say, 'my child, sit down and wait'. its impossible, it is not our decision. and we must step out on out own comfort zone so we can breakthru in our life. But Joyful bcos firstly it could be a best decision or rather a breakthru in e CG. many frens is saved and have retention so multiply. but i just feel that for this time, its diff, not frens. and yea, im super burden of this CG right now. and i can tell u i can understand Yuzhen's feeling.

Hmms. and i do not know what God is gonna plan for me. i really dono. i doesnt know. But one thing i know is His Plan are always best for me. i cant imaging, and i do not want to imaging also. i know for sure that my walk w Him are getting closer and closer. and to my Bro and Sista in W362, Thank You for all this while. thou i still don really know u all much and im sorry. But u guyz are just like part of me. Your Love Your concern towards me. and to some special ones, Thank You for always here for me. when i down when i sad, u all know. and im sorry for this few mths that i was rather down by certain thing. and im really sorry that i never been a good sista towards u guyz. if there's still chance, i will be a good sista. and we still have 1 mths to be tgt, 4 more CGM 4 more svc tgt. and i really pray that during this 8 days tgt, it can built e memories and e relationship. and i really pray that we'll treasure this 8days tgt. and i dono how much u guyz treasure this relationship but i wanna tell u that I TREASURE ALOT. and I Love all of You!

*Tears flow down, Fear came in, Loneliness came in But i gonna be Strong!