Hmms. after so long, back to sch once again! and when i know which class im in, im so sians 1/2!! seriously, in my heart i ask God, "God! WHY? WHY? WHY?" all e day i kept asking God, WHY? have no mood seriously. totally stranger! diff class w 'KELLY TAN and CAI PEIQI!' and im all ALONE! *Btw, thanks Dar for e msg, Loves You ALWAYS! ask cher for e swopping BUT cant. and cher say sth like, 'nvm one la, meet new frens, new envoirnment mah, diff class nvm de still can go out tgt mah.' i was like... wah cher! u dono nah! But God, WHY? i seriously feel like crying, and yea, i can tell u, ITS WORTH e tears. and aiya, u all dono how i feel.

But HNitec de module is lesser den Nitec ar. this term i only take 2 module. actually got 3 but cos my Nitec got one course i get 'A' so don need to take that this module, and i thank God that im one of em that doesnt need to take. so 2 module! and e timing is like okok lor. quite relac and e break someday i have long break cos i don need to take OFA. and someday late go sch cos i no OFA mah. so Thank God for that! andand, still couldnt get over e class that im seprated w em nah. ARGGG!

and maybe is according to God's timing bah. maybe its time for me to step out my own comfort zone and meet new frens and most imptly is to win em to Christ? but im not that kind of will talk de if u never talk to me. BUT GOD! no, You don understand! NO! Daddy God! How? at that time i wish i could just left e course and QUIT! BUT..... haiis. and CCA drive is tmr! Join back VBall? Yes/No? i dono!!!! ARGGG!

*till now, im still asking God 'WHY?'