Hmms. Past few weeks. Pst preach de sermon was awesome! and this week during svc, His Presence is SO strongy! seriously. i can feel His Presense everywhere! even when Pst Kong is playing Guitar. Tears and Tears are flowing out my eyes non-stop. Somehow God ans my Prayer. and was wondering and wondering. and was doing my quiet time past few days and i cant imaging that i can pray for 45min. for me its a breakthou. a new start, a new beginning. it remind me that i cant take God for Granted.

and there's still things which are meant to be unsaid. just like what i said, no one will understand how i feel. just no one. *PS: im not emo! :x just that even thou i said alot of things but there's alot of things still being unsaid. and i cant get myself out of it. im tired, really tired. just wish to hide in one corner where no one can ever find me. where i don need stress up w, where i don need to worry about, where i don need to wondering about, where i don need to think about it! But can i? No, i cant. Prayed and Prayed and Prayed but still things arent changing. i really want back myself.

and i might be deciding to work part-time le. but of cos i'll know what will happen nah. like for ex, it'll affect my 'fellowship w cg members FOR SURE'. and i really dono how le ehh. but to just go work part-time lor. and was thinking of joining back VBall. and if i really do, think i don need rest le, but this Path that i choose i should know what will happen. i just wanna pack myself w loads of loads of busy stuff and stressed up myself.

*now, all i wanna do is to go to one place, "Beach".