Hmms. LaLaLa!!~ 3 hr break at sch doing nth is no Good. ytd and today got 3 hr break. sians super sians. but thank God that my classmates suggested to come to MLC to use com. so im using it now. but still bored. wasting time. rather go PowerHouse! anw, went PowerHouse ytd. my 1st time went to PowerHouse and somemore its alone. and e moment i step in, woah~ i can really feel His Presense. He's there, Right there. Beside me. its so awesome i can say. He's so Great for sure. Tears and Tears flowing out and out and out, even i leave e room, i just feel His Presense everywhere. He's a Awesome God!

and God once again remind me that "Whenever im afraid, Trust in Him". im fearing of loads of things right now. asking God why how. but he told me that everything is according to His Purpose and reason. i cant change e Plan He have for us. everything that He've planned is ALWAYS e best for us. and looking back, i've been a Christian for ard 2 years? and this journey is ups and downs for sure. tribulation and everything in our life. but all this stupid and crazy thoughts that i have, its e devil! its not from God for sure! e devil attack us thru when we're really down. and thinking back, did i really treasure Him Trusting Him? yea, have but not all e days. somehow i use have e doubt. But "Christian" is not just having e regional but have a relationship w Daddy God. and i gonna tell myself, recommit myself back to Him once again. God sent His beloved Son to die on e Cross just for our SIN that we've created.

and i Love to go to Svc, CGM, BS. Love it loads. as days passes by, i feel that im getting closer to God each and every day. and learning His Word, feeling His Love. woah~ i feel so peaceful! feel so relac in His House. and BS is really Good and cool! awesome! Bro Grabiel tell us loads of story during BS. and i share w u one story that he've shared. *during a horse racing, before e horse started to run, they'll have 100% full of oxygen. and half way thru e race, e horse used up all of it oxygen le and how e horse gonna run towards e finishing line? By e heart. and it remind of our Christian walk. when we lost e 100% oxygen in e midst of our walk, we still doesnt give up. even thou we doesnt have e oxygen, but we still have e Heart to follow Jesus, to Trust in Him. so if anyone of u feel that u've no oxygen to move on le, use ur heart to trust in Him. and God look thru our Heart not our appearance. make a decision to turn 100% back to God once again and deleted all those past.

*a heart that follow u.