Hmms. time really flys. 4mths of break finally gonna end soon. 1 more wk and im back to sch. am i excited? i dono. i doesnt know how Hnitec gg to be like. if i don wanna contiune i also must finish my 1st sem cos i alrdy paid e sch fee le. But i know some of em will kill me if i don wanna studies anymore. fear came in e moment i think of sch. thou it can kill my time at home but i doesnt know how my sch fee in e rest of my 2 years are gonna to be. its e very 1st time i paying sch fee by myself and getting all stuff that is needed for sch. and i envy those child that their parent is paying for them. or even doc's fee. and suddenly i feel like im all alone w/o parents. and feel like im finally become adult le.

and seriously. i really wanna thank God for all e things that He've done in my life. He know e desire in my heart. Ytd, my aunty Blessed me a MP3 which i wish for to kill my boreness everytime while on e train to church or CGM le. thou its not she brought it but she gave it to me. she blessed me w e MP3. thou doc advice me not to listen to loud and go to noisy places which will hurt my ears. but don worries, i wont open it too loud. and beside that svc is always loud so no points ar. and during this 2 weeks. i got blessing from my relatives. i counted. total is $95! to me is alot! and tot of it, i can buy one crumpler bag! know someone gonna kill me cos i kept saying 'crumpler bag'. haha!

God is Good! finally last 2 weeks. i've alrdy completed my BF le. and really very happy that i can work and think of ways and ways to save up money for my BF. and finally it's COMPLETED! Praise e Lord! and even before and after completing my BF, Little Little Blessing and Blessing is upon me. God really open e window of Heaven and pour down His blessing to me. God is my Provider. there's no day that i really in lack. and just last week, receive my bills and 1st time i was shock that it was $105! and in my heart i told God. HOW? and i just feel like giving up my CGC and everything stuff that needed to call members. But God remind me that 'all this scarifrice that i've made for HIM, He'll never forget and He'll never shortchange me." and really. i really thank God for everything that He've given me.

*e key is to "Keep trusting and Giving Him".