Hmms. CGM just now and its was kinda great thou. every CGM was awesome for me. But was thinking in my heart again. having stupid and silly thoughts. *what is my visions and Dreams for Him? think and think, its that really my calling? and i imaging. i can imaging how great how good that im gg to run towards this calling but in e meantime i was fearful. and of cos tribulation and things that i cant imaging will pop up my life during this period but one thing i just need to do is 'keep Praising Him and Keep on walking'. want to know what is that calling? hmms. don tell u. :x

and if u guyz rmb that i once wrote in my blog's entires. *i cant serve Him when i got a Heart that is falling. and i really dono ar. i really can imaging how great it'll be but on e other side, sth just tell me, are u sure u can? Its easy to think but its hard to do. all this need scarifice de. can i? and again, i feel that im taking God for granted. Daddy God. im sorry. no matter how many 'sorry' that i said, its still cant be a good child of urs.

Just like what i said, i doesnt know what will happen next. but i got a feeling that who will i go. no matter who God have placed me in, i'll still go. Be a sheep of that person. i doesnt want to be a Goat that is a loner, that is wondering ard. But i want to be a Sheep that know where im gg and following to. and its according to His reason and Purpose. His timing. i cant change it but to obey. i've no choice. at times, i just wish to run away, hide myself but no matter how i hide or run, He'll still find me. Let God decide everything.

*e tears that i've shed, You've kept it in Your Love container.