Hmms. what can i do now? thoughts to myself, rather spent all those expenses on cumbble bag and stuff that i wanna den to spent it on those. if i never spent on those den i can buy 5 cumbble bag!!! medicine are so scary. one big pack. one word in my mind, 'crazy!' medicine, scanning, couselling, ear check-up. got use? no right? its cureless according to doc. irritating sound. 1% chances of getting Brain-Tumor? what's that? never heard of e word before. *a big shock when i heard it. thou i may not know what issit but i know it sth not good cos e doc e reaction like diff lor. and ask me don worries. 1% means got nah.

Hmms. But thanks Terry for acc. w/o him acc me i think i will be lost. thanks for all e blessing that he've blessed me. and thanks Yuzhen, Aunty Ruby and Edmund also, for encourage me. i'll try not to worry. i dono ar. but think of it, i dono what to do. just a word, 'worry'. no one know how it feel. and i don feel like going to do e scanning and stuff but 3 mths times need to go back again and 2 weeks time need to go for that couselling. Ya, firstly is money wise and result wise. all e fear is covering my trust.

and Easter is tmr. what am i doing? just feel like taking a break. everything is just like a BANG! CGC?

*Smile but yet worries in my heart.