Hmms. not again, Daddy God? i seriously have nth to say but i know everything have a reason. good and bad. good cos its good. bad cos its bad. april? can we skip april or rather can we skip last year april and June and nov and all this thing would never happen?*(if u're clever u'll know what im talking about during this period of time). and nothing really nothing can push me up again when i heard e news. Ya, in my flesh its say 'ok' but in my heart i was like Daddy God, 'not again'. and things are gonna come and crush away in my heart again. why? how come? those who i build e relationship on, strong and steady and again gonna apart. who can i really turn to? when e one is "seprating" from me, when e one who i really share things with, when e one who really encourage me, when e one who i sometime will feel irritated when e one always mention e other person but just for a moment will be alright, when e one who i really trust in, when e one who i can just 'bhb' with, when e one who i'll act childish with, when e one who i really sometime can show e real me. and Daddy God. no one will know how it feel. breakness when i heard it again.

*Daddy God. if it is according to Your will, i'll follow.