Monday, March 10, 2008 @11:57 AM
How to serve Him if i have a Broken-down heart?
How to serve Him w/o Trusting in Him?
How to serve Him w/o relying on Him instead on my own flesh?
How to serve Him if im still staying in my own comfort zone?
How to serve Him if i still hold on to e past?
How to serve Him where i don even Step out?
How to serve Him when CG members is down and i dono how to encourage them?
How to serve Him when my heart have a hole?
How to serve Him when my own Connect Group doesnt grow?
How to serve Him when im afraid of sharing in e CG?
How to serve Him when i don even know what's my Vision and Purpose in Him?
How to serve Him when everything i face now, i keeping to myself only?
How to serve Him when now i just feel like Crying Out Loud.
*HOW?*
think about it and go reflect about it bah. i cant serve God when i've Heart that is down. and its suspose to be JOYFUL.
And Easter is 11 days more. gonna fast and really pray that frens will come. not just come but intergate into e House of God also ar. not e numbers but e soul. im burden, worries, afraid, fear. all this are negative. and i know i shouldnt have an negative mind. w/o Faith it is impossible to Please Him! Daddy God. help me do e impossible. i cant do anything but just to Fast and Pray and invite!
*Heal my broken Heart.