Hmms. i can say that this week msg is really for me. serious. and thru this period of time. i really struggle alot in my heart while serving God but im still doing what im doing. becoming a CGC, doing follow up, doing what i never done before when i 1st step in. or even, im thinking of giving up my CGC. cos u doesnt know how i feel. serving God while have an heart that is Lost. but cannot nah, i must stay firm. and stay close to Him. get my heart and mind right. i cant serve God w an down attitude. i still rmb i made a committment to Him. but what im doing right now, its doesnt matter. cos God is e one who Promote me. i must not fear man but God! why believe those irritating devil and people that said to me? rmb ytd Pst Phil said "whatever i act on, i strengthen it!".

Hmms. and this week gonna have a long break. im off from 'wed-sun'. 5 days off. woah~ Thank God don need call this 5 days. btw. FYI, from data-entry become calling-entry. Sians loads loads. my collegue ask me go sue e boss cos im data-entry not calling-entry nah! but am i that clever to whole day kept calling? of cos no. i play 'mahjong' and others online games. and next week gonna be my last week of work for sure. i DON CARE, i wanna quit le and back to sch! am i happy? aiyo. werid. when study i wan work, but when working i wan go sch. But dono if got study and get paid de mah? Lets see how bah.

Hmms. alrights. wed will be gg to reg for my course, gonna paid $279 for my sch fee. thats ALOT. and im PAYING! arg! and Thurs, appt at SGH, don feel like gg, seriously. dono what's e result nah. but anw, don wanna care much. if really got sth happen. aiya. think too much! den fri-sun, EASTER! and beside that, fri YUPING is FLYING BACK! i MISS my DOUBLE C!

*Heal e Heart that is inside of me.