Hmms. wah!!! no comment seriously. this few days de rec super super less. less until u cant imgaging. only 50plus. today i think less den that. Oh God. i need a bed now. i want to sleep on e bed. each day and each day goes by, it getting pain and even painful. and everyday im crying out for God to heal me. which i have alrdy have no faith that i'll be Heal. and seriously. i tell God, why not u let me die straight away. it really very xin ku, u doesnt know how xin ku issit. now half working half dead. dono what happen to my body. but suddenly i tot that when Jesus was on e Cross, it even PAINFUL but He didnt complain or anything. but i complain. i doesnt how to go back after work w e pain that i have now. i feel VERY uncomfortable. really. and i think after i reach home. e 1st thing i do is jump on my bed le but think and think cannot. must sent report 1st. and dinner can forget about it. and after that slack at my bed. 2more hours and i off! pls fast forward e time.

*when will i be FULLY HEAL? now i don worry about my health cos i've alrdy given up.