Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @4:18 PM
Hmms. don feel well right now. don wanna eat my medicine cos i scare later i fall asleep. working but im playing games. don feel like chionging. boring and even bored. leaving 15min early today as i really don wanna stay here and gonna go meet some of em for dinner and off to BS. im wondering what if when i go and visit e doc and e news is bad, what will happen? can i take back my promise, i don feel like gg and see le. its so troublesome. i dono how to go and arg, i really dono. if not i just wait and "d.." lor. and also im tired of praying for myself le, i don have e habit of praying for myself but praying for others. i dono. i don care my head le. stupid head.
*Dear Heavenly Father, i lift up my body into Your Lovelys Hand Lord, You're my Healer, Daddy God, i pray that in e Name of Jesus, every uncomfortable in my body You'll take away O Lord. Let me be so well again that i can go for BS and meet em Lord. Protect me until i reach home. Daddy God, You know how weak am i Right now and How Painful am i right now. Daddy God, Heal Me, Let Your Healing pour upon me again, Lord! Daddy God! and i Lift up everything into Your Lovelys Hand. In Jesus Name i Pray, Amen!
*acting strong infront everyone but deep in my heart, there's disappointment, discourage, sadness, painfulness. really tired. will i be Heal completely?