Hmms. im sick. terribly sick. and its like i really really cannot take it le cos its very xin ku until i really dono what to do and all i know what to do is sleep in my bed. and i really want to take e knife and kill myself. terrible. i feel so bad that i din take care of my body. Holy Spirit live in me and yet what body i have? My body is e temple of God. i feel really bad. Sorry Daddy God. But i pray that really nothing will happen to me. seriously. im scare. gonna visit 'Specialist' at Polyclinic AGAIN next fri. Thank God YuPing is free to acc me. if not i sure 'huh?' and my mum still scold me for asking her to top up my ez-link. and i was like, ok, long long one time only if not i very "siong" de leh!

Hmms. but anw. Thanks ppl who sms me and sorry i din reply cos i slept le. and i feeling abit betta le. at least betta den ytd. ytd was like, i wanna stand up but cant stood up properly. but still abit weak now. gonna go home and rest in e bed again. and i pray i'll be alright soon! and this sickness lasted for ard 1 mth le. e sound in my ear is irritating, giddiness is terrible, heavy flu is worst, eye is super crazy. all this is ard my head part. so i PRAY in e name of Jesus, that nothing will happen. but don worries guyz, i promise i going to visit e specialist next fri which susppose to be done last week. *haiis, still must waste money! ): but can i don go and see? sure nth de. everytime also bluff me in e end also nth wrong. arg! dono.

im wondering. what causes all this to happen in my body? issit Stress or anything that im facing now? i dono. what happen alrdy happen le. and i was tell God. God, this year i wan "A Year of Trust" not 'A Year of Sickness'. from e beginner of e year i been sick.

*You Broken ALL my Pain away. You're my Healer!