Hmms. ehh. i dono what happen ar. but just don bother about my previous post. haiis. i also dono how le. i told God that, i really dono what to do or rather how to move on le. BUT i know He'll make a way for me. so ya. and i think i've decided le. every morning walk out to take bus 24. den don need to take 222 from my house. so i might be waking up very early which i dono can mah. so yea lor. instead of 1 day 4 trip, why not i walk to bus stop in e morning den can save 1 trip. anyway. aiya. who ask my mum to choose this place so wulu wulu place that only have Bus 222.

Hmms. anyway. i shall blog what i wanna say for past few days. (: as i was saying, i went over to my aunt house to stay since i was at sembanwang. and yea, after my cousin has slept, i started to think quite alot of things ar. this and that. but i ask God, why He didnt put me in this family which im staying in right now. i feel jealous and envious for my cousins cos they've a family. and i started to think. and ya, God plan everything alrdy. but how i wish, just wish one day will do. let me be their real daughter for just one day. i'll thankful. but they're not my real parent. but its alright. and there are alot of thing gg thru my mind. some negative some positive. and i also think of God's Love for me. its like so wonderful. thou my life may have up and downs. But His Loves is forever w me. e day since i know Him, His Love is w me, and He'll never let me go.

Hmms. and i thank God for my aunty. how i wish, they're my mother. i think that they dote me loads. how i wish i can call them 'mum'. cos they keep asking me to call them 'mum', but i was so shy. and i really want to say thanks to them. and sun, i went out w my 3rd aunty and 2nd aunty. acc them to bugis to buy CNY clothes for their children. so they'll asking me want to buy CNY clothes but i say mama don wanna buy for me and and guess what, they ask me to choose what i want but i didnt cos i really feel quite dono how to say. but in e end, guess what, my 3rd aunty bless me to Pastamania and she even Bless me $50. and ask me to buy CNY clothes. and i really dono what to say but Praise e Lord! Thank You Jesus!

but i was thinking whether should i take e $50 to pay my Building Fund 1st? but wait later i CNY never buy new clothes, how? Hmms. but anyway seriously, i really thank God for everything. cos thou now i've stuggling about sth in my life but He's there. nothing can express my Love for Him. but all i wanna say is "Daddy God, I LOVE YOU! and pas few days, i been listening to Praise and worship song during my work. and His Presence is so strong till there's tears in my eye. and seriously. His Presence really dwell in me. Daddy God, You'll never let me go for sure! even no one follow You, I'll still follow You. and i wan to sing until im lost in Your Love!