Hmms. tmr gonna meet pst and wed mtg yuzhen for some CG stuff. was kinda excited but yet heart was not right. i dono what im thinking. just like what yuzhen said, our own have to be spiritual 1st. but look am what i am now. i don think im able. my heart really is excited but yet, i dono. having con call w yuzhen just now and im quite excited everything that she said but on e other side i was rather trouble. thinking will i be able to make it. will i be able to become a 'little helper" in e CG, could i be able to disciple e grp that im taking, could i be able to have e growth in my grp. thoughts here and there. "Pro 27:3, for what his heart think. so is He." im really looking forward to e day where i can do GREAT things for Daddy God but yet im trouble about certain things. and head hasnt been good this few days. head is spinning and it cant make me to sleep. need healing there and here.

*Daddy God. could You bring me home?