Hmms. alright! let me tell u all. anw, thanks for concern! work was alright so far. i think as i work long den i'll use to it le. cos my rec are from Glory to Glory!! haha! Guess what. today my rec are 291! when i saw, den i was like, Praise e Lord! and guess what, i was watching 'youtube' while working cos its was like so bored and sleepy. and i cant eat anything cos im fasting 'mon,wed,fri' (: den aiyo. go youtube watch funny funny show. and its really funny! and i was like laughing all e way! but anw, thank God for e Grace and Strength! (:

Hmms. and 30more min! my paid will get into my bank! and my bank will finally have some amt le. Praise e Lord! haha! and yea. finally can give to Building fund le. and pay this and that think no more. and im looking forward to 25feb again! and i love every 25th of e mth of JAN, FEB and MARCH! den april sch lor! hmms. quick, i rather be a student which im now. but e transport fare. irritated! nvm, soon! and yea, PRAY that i'll be able to get in Higher Nitec, Admin course! my 1st choice, and my 2nd is Accounting. i've no choice to put that as 2nd cos i heard that accounting have no road and it super diff so i choose admin 1st. (: and btw, there're 10 choices.

Hmms. and yea. i need time to think thru everything that im struggling w now. i've a hard burden in my heart which i dono how. but nvm, cast ALL my burdens upon Him! He's my Freedom! and evil Devil keep on distrub me, give me all e negative thoughts until my ownself cant even imaging! so irritated! get lost! *He Break my Heart BUT Jesus Healed my Heart! and now, all i can say is "I MISS HIM BADLY!". e moment i think of him, arg! nvm. all i Pray is God will sent Angels to surround Him, Protect Him. Thank You Jesus, Amen! and i never even call him personally e word a daughter will called. when is e day? how i wish i can go and visit him. Daddy God. even is just a dream, Please let me have that Dream, i Pray! all i Pray is let Your Love surround him. that all i Pray! Daddy God!!!

hmms. and i think i gonna visit e doctor le. dono why this few days. everyday w/o fail. my head is like spinning. and its like, super long never come le budden dono why return back again. and its make me very pain and very uncomfortable. wanna vomit, ehh, wait! u all don think too much! and its like sud u sit down, ur head is spinning, and got loads of time when i was walking, i need to hold on to sth or someone to stand still as i don wanna fall. and yea. so long never visit e doctor le. i also don wan go polyclinic. so boring. anyone acc me go leh. so i got someone to talk to. (: nvm, God is w me. i can talk to Him. anw, an mango a day will keep e doctor away. (: