Hmms. ehh. its 3pm again! 3 more hr to go. and hor, i realise sth. everytime ard 3 i'll slack de. alamak. im really bored. not only me. my collegue also say she bored. haha. and guess what. we're sleepy. and i found out that she'll also go toilet and sleep. i also!! =D and guess what, today i went to have lunch w em. one of my collegue very funny, he say how to make u go out. out of e office. cos i never eat lunch w em. den today also one of e collegue, today last day so go have lunch tgt lor. and yea. im finally out. (: haha! and we'll like talk alot things, cos "boss" email us that we cant have our "packed lunch" at our table must go IT room outside eat. den we sian half way lor. and also, i found out that we cant go youtube, msn and everything. cos she kena caught a few time. cos her seat is very easy to seen de. but mine wont. no one can really see me expect my chair. so yea. but we do it sercretly :X but nth sinful ar. cos don expect us to sit there 8hrs doing e data, serious. we'll get mad de.

Hmms. and ytd had e mtg w yuzhen le. and yea. e mtg was alright lor. similar to pst zhuang de. and i know who's under my care and everything le. at 1st i was really shock. seriously. cos im thinking. God. how am i gg to do all this. some of them look stranger to me thou we'll in e same CG. and one of them doesnt have a HP, how to contact, and one flying le, and another one i don really talk to her. sms and call her never reply nor ans. and i was like. God, u really plan VERY well. cos i feel that God is giving me a chance to talk to em, to really have a relationship w em lor. But i think and think and think. God. HOW? and Joel was helping me. me and him alright ar, still can click. but Daddy God. now all i Pray is i can work well w joel and e members who is in my care and e new frens ar. all this cannot be done w/o Praying and Fasting de. arg! but i scare... arg!! alot of things. i don wan to confess.*stressed, worries, doubtful, afraid.

Daddy God.
Let me lead on to Your Strength. and let me lead on to e Holy Spirit. Not my power, But Yours! Daddy God. i CAN do ALL things thru Christ who strengthen me!! i dono how am i gg to do all this. But by Your Grace, i BELIEVE that im gg to make it. my Grp is gg to grow. and e members is gg to be so spiritually and e frens WILL BE become ur disciple and stay in your kingdom!! and i wan to serve You in Your kingdom. i know during this race, You'll w me and i'll cling on to You. and i'll not rely on my own, but i'll rely on e Holy Spirit! Let me think positively!! i want to think e way u think!! i want to be e way You are!

*You're a stranger to me.