Hmms. another 3 more hours to 6pm! and knock off from work. Praise e Lord! everyday im waiting for 6pm! looking forward to 6pm everyday. and im happy. and im super bored now. yea. im working but yet im still bored. watching HelloKitty and Tom & Jerry in Youtube. and guess what, HelloKitty got mouth de ok. don believe go youtube see. (: hmms. anw. my hand is hurt. e table too high. and chewing chocolate and HelloKitty sweet now. (: my lunch is bread and sweet and chocolate. Yummy! *can someone fast forward e time to 6pm for me?

Hmms. was reading Joyce Meyer de book called "BattleField of e mind". its a awesome book. go read it. and i read until a doubtful and unbelieving mind. and ya! it was talking about me! am i a person of faith in my heart or a doubtful mind in my heart? Hey, Kim! what am i thinking about? Daddy God is looking. Do i have e Faith and Trust in Him? w/o Faith it is impossible to Please Him. He~llo! what am i thinking about? For what He think in His heart, So is he. God never say i cant, but it was ME who say cant. and i pray that thru this journey, i pray that His Grace and Strength will be upon me. i dono how am i gonna do it, but by His Grace lor. By Fasting and Prayers.

Hmms. and certain things. i should let go le. what i should let go i should let it go. but im trying to let go. but how? e truth have been set. no use dwelling in it le. its e future not e past. what is my past, i dono. i only know my future. that is do Great things for Daddy God. and make Him proud and make JiaHui Proud! Daddy God, its my commiment w You. i'll always rmb what u told me during CG. "Im Proud of You, Celeste. thou so many things happen, You still cling on to me. Im really Proud of You, My Dear Daughter. Contiune to put your trust in Me." and tears flow down.

*my desire is to be w You always and forever, Jesus.