Hmms. alright. anything. whateva. okok. Stupid Devil! You GET LOST IN MY LIFE! You don have e right to stay in me! arg! whateva! this few days, arg! whateva ar! irritating. was quite burden about 'sth'. and i was like cant concenrate on my work this days. kept thinking and thinking. and during work, was listening to Praise and worship song thru sista xiaowei's blog. and tell u sth, Presence of God was super strong in me. and i seriously wanna kneel down and worship Him but of cos i cant. and really, there's tears in my eye and i really cant take it, i rush to toilet. and God, You're really Great! You're so Awesome! but i PRAY, Daddy God, Let Your wonderful Presence dwell in me ALWAYS! not just one min but ALWAYS.

Daddy God, You're my First Love and Forever Love. Your Love surround me from e start!! O Daddy God. Do not leave me, i Pray! Daddy God, hear my cries! i know You'll wipe away every tears in my eyes! Daddy God. no one know how i feel now, But Daddy God, You know cos My heart is link to Your Heart! Daddy God! i feel down right now But i know Your Love will be w me. You're here 24/7 w me! no one Love me But You Love me. O Daddy God, I Love because You First Love me!! When i fall down, You're e ONE who pick me up! Father, i wanna make a committed to LOVE u till e end, to FOLLOW You ALWAYS! You're ALWAYS my First Love! Thank You, Daddy God!

Hmms. anyway. just came back from CGM, and it was alright! but actually i was sharing a word in ministry time BUT i don think i did well. at first i was rather happy cos i tot i flow. cos e worship song was link to what i wanna share! "First Love" but everything, arg! nvm. and when i came back, i was rather sad. cos my bro is "sick" now. and my mum say sth like i bring u go see doc tmr. ok, u can say me jealous or whateva but i was thinking. when i sick, did u ask me? when i sick, she don even care. and seriously, i don feel e Love in my family. i feel unLove. but i love my ah ma, my aunties and most imptly is my DAD! no matter how he hurt me, but i still Love Him, and i dono why. and i tell myself, what if one day i really gone, will she be even happy? hmms. but anyway. this is just a 'stupid' thoughts that i have right now. but everything is gonna be ALRIGHT!!

hmms. and yea. tmr is SAT and guess what. i'll be staying at home whole day! *surprise? actually gg visitation w terry and after that meet one of my fren for movie budden in e end he was sick so cancel. so yea. anyway. i don feel like gg out tmr. wanna stay at home. emo emo a while. haha! rubbish! no ar. but anyway. Jesus, I LOVE YOU!