Hmms. arg! TerribleTerribleTerrible!!! im SUPER sick. seriously. my worst ever illness ever. Fever decrease le BUT flu is making me worst, but wait. somemore not those normal normal flu. but my nose is stuck! and there's blood in my flu. and u imagaing?? its like so er xin. and its yellow colour w blood?? Sorry, im not trying to be er xin but arg! ALL THANKS TO ME!! and it overheaty le! oh my. starting work, today!!!! and guess what e time now? its 5:17AM! starting work at 9am!! God, really need ur strength! and i slept at 2AM. wake up cos of e flu. i really need a Healing RIGHT NOW. and it making my troat even pain. Oh God! and im thinking whether of gg to work. its my 1st day of work lehs! and x'mas is just a few days ahead. what can i do. who ask me don take care of my body?

and i have prob when i wanna talk. cos i cant breathe thru my nose den have to use my mouth to breathe so aiyo dono how to say. and overall is super xin ku. and den, my mum din even know that im sick. she din even know that i've a fever for e past few days. she tot i've a normal flu. den everytime i got flu, she'll say 'throw away ur hellokitty la'. den i was like, NO! cos my hellokitty got those 'mao mao' de ar. den my nose and my eye very sensitive de. kill me also wont throw. haha!

and i also have prob sleeping again. dono why. this few days or rather last week and this week. didnt slept well cos got Breakaway Camp and This week Chalet mahs. and didnt sleep well and den now at home sleep late wake up super early and now also. ok ar, i didnt slept well think is cos sometime i was thinking about sth only but sometime really cant sleep. hmms. den liddat lor. 2 more hrs to work. 9am-530pm! i dono how i gg to push on. But i know one thing, He's with me!!!