Hmms. Morning! its gg to 10am now. so early wake up, haiis. i also dono why. u ask my body. but i slept at 3 ytd. *tired. and later gg to Chalet! sure never sleep de. but its alright ar, cos i nowsaday dono why. i don sleep well. e old prob is back again? cos last time i always have this kind of prob. sleep late wake up early or i can stay in my bed for 3 hr den also cant sleep. den i was like, God. i wanna sleep. You're my Peace, i can find rest in You! but its alright ar. i still look crazy ytd even thou im tired! haha! but not that crazy as sat. ytd was an great fellowship again!

hmms. i really thank God for everything that He've place into my Life. ya, even thou there might be loads of things poping up and i use to blame God. Daddy God, why issit liddat? why u wanna place all this into my life. im tired, Daddy God. You don Love me at all. things are happening like nobody business. i kinda lost but i lift everything that is happening right now into His Lovelys Hand. someone told me before that 'instead of thinking all e things that are happening why not think of all e 'good things' God have done for me. ' and yea. so i thank God for e Brothers and Sista in my life.

Hmms. so yea lor. so wanna tell all my brothers and sista who saw this entires. whatever things happening now in your life or in e CG or anything. Just don think of it and "FORGIVE AND FORGET". i know its hard but lets try. and i use to struggle also. its very 'xin ku'. until now i still struggling but i know i can make it. and sometime i told God that Yes, i know e future, e great things u have for me and im gonna shine for You! but another moment, its turn to 180degree. den i gave up!. and negative toughts pop in my mind and i'll say negative things and now all i need to do is "JUST STUP UP!". Pst preach ytd. so Just stup up, alright? and yea lor.

Hmms. got chalet later. lets have fun bahs. go WWW scream all i can!! haha! and tell u all sth. i began to kinda like my hair now le. i wanna reborn!! Blessing?? i don mind. haha! and yea. X'mas is reaching!! HALLELUJAH!! present is on e way too! haha. wanna sit back and relac to receive present. wanna know what i wan mahs? haha! no ar, joking de. its doesnt matter cos it Jesus' Birdae not my birdae. but also i'll doesnt wan to recieve only. but i wanna bless it to others too! be a blessing to others. (: