Hmms. i doesnt know what to say now. all i can say is im so 'Disappointed'. Yes, im Disappointed. No one knows how e feeling is like. no one will ever feel it cos they din go thru before. maybe for some of u may think it just a small matter. but i really tired le. seriously. what can i do? now, nothing will lighten up me again. not even anything, any jokes. whenever im feeling down, i’ll hug my HelloKitty. and my HelloKitty so poor thing cos it cover all my tears. and no one will ever understand what e feeling. not even my HelloKitty know how i feel cos she is a HelloKitty. But God, why? I cant carry on le.

i feel that im like a person with no life. a person that dying in e inside. a person that doesnt know what to do. a person that finding way to kill herself. but did not success. Who am i now? I doesnt know. no one knows. Deep inside my heart, there’s a Hurt. A very Deep Hurt that no one can see it. and im so tired in everything ard me le. sch have been so dono what to say. and this 2nd semester, all e module like cannot make it, no word can get into my mind. and i just feel like why not give up? cos everything is mess up. there’s test every wk, and final exam is reaching ard e corner le. less den 1mth. and also i cant concentrate cos of one person. always angry me and one person for nothing. and i dono what to do. all i can is let her be bahs. im tired. im not sure i can get e GPA i wanna. but if i couldnt, i highly wanna go take Private Diploma. But think of it, its very ex. need $, do i have it? if i really taking Private Diploma, i might considerate of gg to work part time job.

and Gastric is giving me a lot of problem nowadays. but all Thanks to me also. cos i din had a 3 proper meal. 1day 1 meal or rather 1day no meal. but got eat bread. But wait, im not on any diet or whatever. Alright? and also, headace. it has been a few days. why headache? if u know means u're clever. if u dono means u're also clever but not so clever. But cry doesnt help. seriously, cry will only make ur head super pain and headace. cry doesnt solve e prob but couldnt control e tears. i cant!

and i didnt online or on my com for one week le. cos no wire. if want to on com den have to change wire. so ya, no wire. so couldnt online. and also couldnt go into my blog. so cant see anyone tag. some may tot i MIA. ya, i wanna to. i going to. its all depend on me. But i dono why i sat end up in CGM, and sun, i end up in svc. seriously. i doesnt know why im there. don ask me why. alright, gonna stop everything here le, get back to work. later got test. *Humph!*