Hmms. Today wake up. don feel like going sch. very tired. Super tired. don have e strength to wake up, feel like sleeping again. but cant. half way during e class, my head sud very pain. dono why. But i Endure! cos need to go for vball trg. as usual, went for trg. today trg very "slack", no sweat at all. only play 1 match. and ya, all e "april in-take" gals join in le. got 3 knows how to play de. and we can Step Out le. don wish to say anything le. and i know how "we" feel. but its alright, since we're not belong to e court. its alright. when i heard about it, my whole mood began to "Down". feel like crying but nvm. anyway, i should be Happy, im no longer "Libro". cos my "Libro" is going to give to someone else. anyway, my skills is not good, of cos they wont put "Noobs" in de right? im Noobs. i know. But its alright. can don need to pull down e team. But anyway, don wanna think so much, and now, also think don need go n train so hard for it le. cos i know e "final desicion".

Hmms. den today on my way home. listen to one song and that song remind me of myself. "who am i?". i am who He have created me. He catch me when im falling, and He told me Who i am. Im His. Today im born not bcos of any reason, But is He who have create me. At times, i kept thinking what am i doing in this "world"? why am i born into this "world"? why im born to have so many sadness? why cant i just leave e world? can i go? Sometime, i'll ask myself, why? ButBut, why not turn all e 'Negative" to "Positive"? He've made me bcos He've a Purpose for me! How i wish, i can think Positive everytime. But all e neagitive kept Poping out of my Mind. He said that He Love Everyone. Yess, indeed, He Love Everyone! He's not a God who Lies. He's a Great Great Daddy God!

Hmms. BtwBtw, i sud realise that i din go Bdk since dono how many yrs le. din have e chance to go bdk de "Pasabalang". and ytd just ended. i miss it! But nvm, anyway, anyway, ya, forget what i wanna say le. think stop here le? cos don wish to say on le. Ytd n Today dono why kept coughing. den my Pain have return back. haiis. don wanna care le. Pain Pain lols, whos cares?

*who can tell me, how was it feel when e Whole Family gather tgt to have Dinner tgt? *