Tuesday, April 17, 2007 @12:45 AM
Hmms, What's Time issit now? =) *Hee* its 12.45AM! Woah~~ And i still awake, *Opps*, aiyo, no Big Deal mahs, so Excited for?? 12.45AM only, its not my latest time that i slept, that time i 4 plus plus in e morining den slept, =) cos i cant sleep, Haiis, hope doc can give me "An Mei Yao", so i can sleep le, don need to lie at e bed look at e Wall. =( Haiis, But its alright ar! Just have e Feeling to Blog, den i Blog lols, cos i was doing my PPT proj, den Praise e Lord! i left 2 slide, den i was Headace of what to do den until now still dono what to do, hmms. But e 2 slide mayb i wanna do Sch and Hangout?? =) and Guess what, i went to find CHC de foto den wahs! Super Nice Until u dono what to say le! i like e Building n e Light! Super Nice can?? =) But anyway, Ya LoLs, tmr my lesson start at 2 so don need so early wake up. =) hahas``
Hmms, Den Ya, was kinda Down just now But now im alright le! i really dono what to say, anyway, i don wanna care much. Just now, There's "war" in my house. i also dono what happen, i was in e room doing my proj and msn liddat lols, anyway, im always inside my Room de, so ya, never go out of e room until i went to take something or toilet de. But somehow, i know what happen. again n again n again. people always say "adult de thing, children don need care". tell me, how to don need care when its kinda affect e child? ya, we know we're "BIG" de, u think we wanna care? No! we rather do our own things. Little Bit, ScoldScoldScold. i know u care for us for e matter, But can u use "Say instead of Scold or rather Shout?". But if i've e choice, i'll choose to have No Parents or rather not to Born in this world, But without Parents, i cant be in this world? But i don understand why diff Parents have diff type? Some Parents don even care about their Children, Some Parents Care their Children until their children have no way to Breathe. But some Parents is NagNagNag, ScoldScoldScold, BeatBeatBeat. There're alot type of Parents. Some Children is so Bless cos their Parents is so Good to them! But somehow, they're our Parents too! In e Bible, e Commandment, its say "Honour Your Parents". But do i? i wanna But. i understand that some people have no Parents due to Parents Divored, Quarrel, Pass away and etc etc. But things cant be control. i understand how e children feel. i know! But all i can Tell u is that, Don worries! Bcos Even we have no one, RMB! we still have Our Heavenly Father, who're ALWAYS with us no matter what. Our Daddy God! He's so Great! No one cares for u? Don worries! Turn to Him! cos He Cares and LOVE u! My Sweet Jesus!
Hmms, Ya, dono why, everything have come out of my mind so i just type n type. But its alright! and ya, i HATE EMO! Listen carefully, i HATE EMO! Why Emo always here! for sure, all i can say is Everyone have EMO, who doesnt? But Only God, He don have EMO. Sometime Bad things that we heard can make us so EMO, But stay Strong! Don let Devil come n Temp u! Be strong of Good Courage! Devil is just coming to Play with u, But don ever play with e Devil! Tell e Devil u're not Free to Play with him. i can tell u that i easily get EMO, when i heard somethings not right, i get EMO, i dono why! i can now get Happy But e next min i get Super Down. So Ya, Don get EMO, RMB, God's with u! don think Negative ar, Think Positive =) when i get EMO, all e Negative thoughts all came out my mind, "Die? Kill myself? etc etc??". So ya, Alright!
Hmms, Alright, i gonna stop here bahs! =) *Opps*, tell u all something, i on my com when i reach home at 2 plus in e afternoon until now. *Opps* But i got let e com rest for 30min. So i cant le, so i must off now le =( den i Hopefully i'll be able to Sleep. Now is 1.43Am le, *Opps, i wrote 1 hrs!* =) alright, alright, Btw, think my rases return back again le, Long time since i have it, since im a kids, cos now aday very HOT, den got rases, very Pain and ITCHY ar, Rain Pls! I LOVE IT but i know SOME don like. =) alright! *chao* night everyone! -AhBuNeNe+Golehmak-