Hmms! Kim's Here again! Im never fail to update my Blog. But now, i really very CONFUSS, God, i need u here right now. if i have e Choice to choose again, i'll choose not to Join again, its was like so many Conflicts! why?? Everywhere i go, always without fail there's Conlicts going on, can i go to a Place where there's no Conflicts at all? No, Its hard! Im really very confuss, how i wish i'll never join, who can tell me how?? But can i leave now? No, i cant! cos Competition is just round e Corner. if i leave liddat, everyone is gonna to scold me like crazy, but i don mind leaving cos i not that good anyway, even i leave also no one will stop me for making e choice.. But if i know, i'll never want to go back again, But i do not know. No one will know what will happen tmr. But i really very Confuss and i really don wan to care about it anymore, cos there's "something" that make me so down and now this thing happen again. think all i can do is to use my Right ear to listen n Left ear out or i kept to myself. But everytime i told myself that i must not let this thing affect my mood, But no use, it'll come back. and i really dono what to do le, all i wish to do is to Bang myself on e wall so i can forget everything and forget who everyone is and forget who i am. isnt it Great?? But i wan to QUIT! listen carefully, I WANT TO QUIT AND IM SERIOUS! =( Im tired of everything everything le, Why does everything always happen?? how i wish, how i wish i'll never know everything. firstly, i tot nothing will happen and i enjoy myself e 1st time But im wrong. "HOW?"

Hmms, But anyway, Today went for Benny Hinn's Healing Svc ar, den tell u, Its Super Wonderful man!! Guess what! Micricle happen in Jesus Name and Guess what! Healing is overflowing e Stadium! those who're sitting in e WheelChair, THEY STOOD UP and they're HEAL!!! those with cancer, they're Heal in e Name of Jesus too! whatever sick that everyone have is Heal! den saw 2 person lying on e Hospital Bed ar, of cos is diff bed, den Ya, They're Heal too?? cant really saw them in e end cos i cant really see very clearly cos my Eyesight is getting worst n worst, cos i never wear spec which i suspose to wear. i wear spec like "ah ma".. Den today end very late, till 11 plus?? den reach home 12 plus?? den my mum kept calling, cos i told her earlier that i'll 10 plus go home den she said "ah mei mei ar, downstair got alot of AhBuNeNe one lehs", but she spoke to me in hokkien, den i YaYaYa, budden in e end i went home 12 plus, don care her ar, *Opps*, den she kept saying so late already den downstair got so many 'AhBuNeNe', i also know, i also very scare of them But no choice mahs. Can someone do me a favour? Help me to chase away e "AhBuNeNe"? But anyway, svc was Great! was anointing! Presense of God was there so Strongly! was super Great but was Hungry too, den on e way home, Rae ar Rae and Shirley also hungry, But end up everyone's Stomach is singing. den they ask me reach home msg them, aiyo, say until i really 3 yr kids liddat, but they're CUTE la! =) den shirley reach home she msg me say she eating now, den wahs, she Temp me lehs.. i reach home i nothing to eat but dono Rae got thing to eat mahs, But Both of u, Must eat la, don skip meal later Gastric again.. aiyo! *Opps*(sure got someone scold me de cos im one of them). But anyway, ya, think gonna stop here le bahs, don talk so much le, "TiredTiredTired, SadSadSad, DownDownDown, ConfussConfussConfuss", oh No! think my Gastric is back again le, now Pain again, arghhs, nvm, sleep tmr wake up den alright le. alright bahs! *night*